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the sound of waves,
lapping the shore.
just like the songs you used to sing.
the gentle breeze,
caressing my face.
reminds me of you.
i see the sunset,
with your head on my shoulders.
your hand in mine,
we would have been so happy.
together.

two random things that just hit me (nono not a collapsing pulse)...

1. our M2 results are coming out tmr. maybe i've been too caught up in the hustle and bustle of this csfc nonsense that it's kinda not settled in yet. im abit apprehensive yet also glad that m2 is over (i hope no direct supps PLEASE cannot be so suay rite my CA scores were decent). but with m3, the learning curve is steep and there really is so much more to it.

personally i do wanna be good at what i do, i wanna achieve something. :)

2. the best place to practise history taking (i.e. feels like memorising script for rehearsals in a play) is when you're showering. if your parents dont mind you talking to yourself, i think mine kinda got used to all the mumbling amidst the pitter patter of shower drops due to the countless lines ive memorised, do try it. it feels therapeutic. HAHA.

okay back to talleys.

stupid medicine joke:
have you tallied your talleys, and browsed through your browse?

time flies doesnt it. two years of med school has passed us by. in a short few days we're gonna be hitting the wards. so many things to learn, so many things to remember. and slowly responsibility sinks in... we are expected to know. no longer are we gonna be the happy go lucky, theory-fied fact-filled year1s or 2s who can breeze by sch life just by memorising snell and mugging mark taylor's bacteriology. now what you know (or dont know) merely reflects what kind of a medical student you are.

its time to work hard. csfc has been an eye opener. in the short span of 4 days. we've learnt loads. maybe not learnt, but rather exposed to (exposed to men wearing fake boobs yes. very scary. ahha). csfc isnt so much a must know everything, but an eye opener to the real practical world of medicine. its touch and go, but after 7 weeks. we're supposed to know more or less everything inside.

responsibility has always been a double edged sword. and it has always been mismanaged responsibility that strikes fear. who can ever trust a doc who mismanages his patients?

medicine asside. these two months have passed fast. two words come into my mind as of now.

1. time –noun

the system of those sequential relations that any event has to any other, as past, present, or future; indefinite and continuous duration regarded as that in which events succeed one another.

2. ebb.

The state or time of passing away; a falling from a better to a worse state; low state or condition; decline; decay.

ah long tuition day tmr. i gotta shower and sleep early. tiredd.

"Our ebb of life." --Roscommon.

when the world stops spinning,
when the darkness descends,
when the silence surrounds,
voices in my head take over.

and i wanna run,
i dont wanna fight them -
the emotions, the memories, the feelings.
but i cant.

i want them all back,
comforted in the haven i created,
for where you'll be beautiful,
for all eternity.

your eyes are the brightest of all the colours

tomorrow marks the beginning of CSFC! wheeee. i cant help but feel more like a doctor already. my two wonderful CG mates have kindly volunteered their very nice median cubital veins for my venepuncture perfection. YAY! thanks.

unhappy events of the past week -erased-

I WENT ON A SHOPPING SPREE LAST NIGHT AT TAMPINES1 OMGOMGOMG.

i swear if you watched Confessions of a Shopaholic, everything that Rebecca Bloomwood said was true. the green scarf really makes my haircut more chic. my eyes look bigger. it defines who i am. and ireally heard all the mannequins sirens beckoning. and having the goods in your hand. OMGAWD. the shoporgassmicc feeling of keying in your pin number to your ATM card and finally knowing that it belongssss to you. AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i loved that show.

THERAPEUTIC. highest PDC (plasma drug concentration, medicine talk for the uninitiated) ever known. makes me higher than any drug. lol.

so i bought a vermillion jacket and a white cotton three quarter top. along with G2000 shirts and a blue vest. AHh. there was a sale. and i realised i could match it with my newest zara sneakkerssss. wheeee~

六月に日本へ行く。
あなたが行ったところと同じい。
行ったことがないですが、もうおなじみの感情があった。
雪が降って、写真を撮った。
２０分間電話したこと。
聞き慣れた声だ。
永遠に忘れられない。
さよならを言うのは難しくて、
言わなくてはいけません。

im sweating cos ive been doing alot of work. i finished packing my room in SIX hours. damn proud of my spick and span room and myself of course. now i have only one other cupboard which requires some touching up before i can happily start my end-of-m2 life. :)

the girl in the green scarf.

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