Monday, November 24, 2008
i'll be here to support you
always.
<3
take it up and put it down.
1:00 AM
Saturday, November 22, 2008
we walk down our separate roads.
friends of yesteryear,
friends we've held so dear.
i dont say as much
as half the feelings i hold within.
the silence,
how aptly describes the void.
denied the spiritual,
what is the physical?
nothing but flesh.
raw nothingness.
because we've lost the connections,
between our soul.
why?
take it up and put it down.
12:56 AM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
im quite sick of studying. but looking at the state of things, even after the Pharmaco and COFM CAs are over, i must continue my steady mugging. cos i have only one month to catch up on bacteriology (which is a hell lot) and i will start the year with a MicroB CA on the 5th of January, followed closely by Pathology on the 22nd. WHEEE. cant wait man. gawd. the exams never end.
now im just sian. and. lonely. bleh.
take it up and put it down.
11:56 PM
i put you on loop, so i can hear you.
come bacccck soon!
take it up and put it down.
9:43 PM
Friday, November 14, 2008
so i did alright for patho and not so decently (in my opinion for MicroB) but considering the effort i put in, i guess its alright. two more CAs left, pharmaco and COFM. and im not exactly studying very hard. ARGH. i will start very soon i hope.
now awaiting the results for Neuroscience and Immuno (im scared) next week. and thank god the weekend is here. saturday then sunday will pass in the twinkling of an eye. i must really begin to mug again.
i cant wait for the december holidays.
i cant wait for you to be back. 早く帰ってください！
take it up and put it down.
9:28 PM
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
late nights.the streets are empty,
not a single soul.
yellowed lights,
a lingering cold.
veil my eyes,
freeze my heart.
see nothingness,
not feeling much.
the mind is uneasy,
tumultuously tossed.
maddened by fear,
the fear of loss.
all that i gave,
i never held back.
spare me some thoughts,
make me no lack.
away you go soon,
leaving me here.
so distant, such lengths,
holding you dear.
spin me some time,
weave me some love.
innocent as a child,
pure as a dove.
bring me in,
from the cold of the streets.
the warmth of your affection,
when our lips meet.
sleep tight.
take it up and put it down.
12:25 AM
Saturday, November 01, 2008
tonight, someone dedicated a song to me.
it was the first time
someone made me feel so special.
"this song's for you"
it made everything worth it.
even if i'm 3 days from my exams.
it'll remain in my heart forever.
because you're special to me.
"it's not easy to be me"
i know.
i can't imagine all the pressures you face everyday.
wearing such a heavy mask.
just to be who you are.
and inadvertently, i add on to it.
"looking for special things inside of me"
but i can be here.
to listen to you.
to talk to you.
to spend time with you.
"i wish i could cry"
please be strong.
for happiness.
for me.
love.
take it up and put it down.
12:53 AM
