Thursday, July 31, 2008
and the most we can ever give someone is our
pride.
take it up and put it down.
10:55 PM
Sunday, July 13, 2008
when the ones you trust lie,
how do you feel?
sour.
bitter.
not so much the lie,
but the reason why you even trusted in the first place.
how important am i to you?
less than him?
sidelined,
minisculed.
the fire's burned out,
im tired.
look at me once more.
relive our happiest moments.
in the garden of eden,
before sin destroyed everything.
i feel so stupid suddenly.
i never could have been the special someone i thought i could have been.
dont get hurt.
should you fall someday,
i'll still be here to catch you.
take it up and put it down.
9:10 PM
Thursday, July 10, 2008
four days pass in the twinkling of an eye. the birth of a new OG. a circle of friendship forged. councillors and councillees. a new batch of m1s. and all this probably just means that i've aged.
in life we all have different priorities. and the older we get, the more distinct these differences in priorities become. choices are more abundant as we age and with different characters and personalities, nurtured in different environments, people tend to value certain ideals over others.
friends come and go. we all lead different lives. micromanaging such relationships sometimes end up in nothing but sheer frustration because he just really doesnt give a damn. but true friendship understands the differences in opinion and irons out potential problems before it snowballs into an unforgivable mistake.
little plants are growing. i feel the roots seeding their way into the soil. but whether they can survive the scorching test of time lies in how often we water this little plant. jadedness has told me that it will be temporal. but there is always hope.
i think i've seen more. i think i'm learning to be stronger.
take it up and put it down.
11:31 PM
Friday, July 04, 2008
sometimes,
not knowing beats knowing.
yes or know?
take it up and put it down.
12:58 AM
