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the sound of waves,
lapping the shore.
just like the songs you used to sing.
the gentle breeze,
caressing my face.
reminds me of you.
i see the sunset,
with your head on my shoulders.
your hand in mine,
we would have been so happy.
together.

tmr is prelims! wish me all the best!!

i don't know if you feel sad. but i know i do. but maybe there are many things that i don't know about. maybe thats why. why does it have to be this way?

glass

glass, beautifully stained with
fresh crimson-red;
a scarlet ibis.
etched into the nude skin canvas raw.
sparkling tear gems.
transparently painful;
clearly it hurts.


a trickle of crimson;
blood of the other kind - subtle
twisted. a sparkle in the night.

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Moonwater, dark as night
the fear of fear of loneliness;
light up a candle, sing me a song;
i bring forth a tear, a smile
you play along -
keep me within the bound that be

its in awhile. i'm excited. lol.

mmmh i took many many pics for my bdae celebrations!! i wanna upload, but the ppl havent sent them to me yet. so oh well. =( 2 hours.

shud i be happy or shud i be sad.
expectations brings disappoinment.
but wads life without expectations.
now, if i expect nothing, i will not be sad.
i expect too much.
good night.

its been so long since i'm online, partly cos my com underwent therapy for misbehaving. nah. my dad sent it for reformatting. yup. and my hp is spoilt. i really wonder how i survived these few days without technological gadgets. ahh. i'm tired. dun feel like talking too much. a hell lot of things to revise. and very little time.. my bdae in 5 days! =)

yesterday was one of the happiest days of my life. =) hahaha. heres wad happened. first i was at puyuns house staying over, then i went to meet charissa at cityhall at 130pm. somehow i knew she had something up her sleeve (wait, she was wearing a halter ytd =X) cos she kept telling me not to be late. so i smsed her and said that i know what shes doing.. then she called me and asked what did i think she was gonna do. so i asked her if i was supposed to meet SOMEONE else at cityhall instead of her (second clue: her background was so quiet). but she said that she and rongsiu were already there, so yea, i was supposed to meet them and call her when i reached.

when i reached, obviously she wasnt there. =X then i called and she said, wait for her at the URS inc. opposite Guardian Pharmacy. and before long, SOMEONE appeared. lol. it was Trier. How "unexpected" anyway, i suppose its easier that way for her cos she could organise two bdae celebrations at a go =) less stress. triers bdae just a few days away from mine. then at the shoe shop, we had to go in and ask the shopkeeper "wheres my glass slipper" and she was supposed to pass us a clue. so lame rite!!! then trier got the clue and we had to go find the next one.

the clue was O! Dat. like wtf?! lol. it had absolutely no link to the answer. it wasnt the name of the shop. it was supposed to be 03-28. because u type it into the phone and u'll get that shop address. problem is, we went into that shop 3 times. and that STUPID SHOPKEEPER. really dumb arse girl. kept insisting there was nothing to give us. so stupid. i asked her if she had any clue to some treasure hunt, then she was like "why u dun try the sweets or something" i was like diao. u obviously suck @ english. 2nd time we went in and asked another woman, she also shook her head and said dun have. THIRD TIME, we went in, then they said that they had a balloon waiting to be collected. SO STUPID RITE. like wtf.wtf.wtf. nvm.

then with the two balloons were a pair of movie tix @ GV Marina to watch my super ex-girlfren. stupid show. but kinda funny. lol. and they made us sit lover seats. and i saw zhiyong and his gf there. said hi, and quickly rushed in to watch, cos we were around 20min late already.

i must say that it was a really well thought out. finally went to meet the girls at city link, before departing for dinner @ suntec some italian restaurant there. i was dressed rather shabbily so chenwei brought clothes for me. hahaha. =) awww. so nice. then surprise number 1: mingren came!! ahaha. i thought it was just a girls thing. i never expected him to come. funnily, the night before, i was still telling him that my bdae was one week down the road. HAHAHA. =X and then we went off to suntec. alot of girls, youmin, zit, charissa, trier, shuting. then at the italian restaurant, ying and rongsiu were there already.

bessie was supposed to come also, but she was feeling sick.. so she couldnt come. then surprise number 2: rui and wei came along also!! lol. i didnt noe that charissa was so zhou1 dao4 to invite guys along as well. yea. the sirloin wasnt too bad, it was nice and small. lol. but it was very nice lah. so ahh. nvm. i liked it. we took pics as well. will upload when they send me =). then we traversed to esplanade. and before that the girls already were putting sparklers on the floor. and arranged it into the words, happy birthday. before that i was expecting something already, cos there were loud noises when i was not supposed to see, like explosion-like things happened behind me when my eyes were covered. hahaah.

though the thing didnt burn nicely into HAPPY BIRTHDAY like they expected, they happened to burn HAPPY into the floor. birthday couldnt ignite. lol. then i commented that the sparklers were made in china. and shuting was angry lol. =X ok lah. she wasnt. she was just faking angry. then she took sparklers and chased me. then i was like ok.. china is good. china has umm, chiobu pei du mamas. HAHHAA. =X in the end, we wrote happy birthday in the air with the sparklers. so like everyone took an alphabet and wrote when they took picture. and we're gonna piece it together to form a happy birthday picture. lol.

apparently from this, i learnt that the moks suck as bad as rongsiu @ writing words laterally. cos they cant see. and they needed to practise first. WHICH IS LIKE HOW STUPID?!!! lol. for someone with 11A1s ah... =X

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i think at the end of this whole thing, i feel very touched by effort from the whole bunch of girls. maybe the thing about jc frens being hi-bye frens isnt true after all. there are people out there who do care about you, if u make the effort to get to know them. this is really the first time i've had a group of frens really make so much effort to make this early bdae celebration such a success. i really had lots of fun.

charissa & zit: hey, really thanks alot for being the overall masterplanners of this whole event. i think u two will get many strands of white hair after this, but fret not, i'll tell u girls when i see one, then u can go pluck it out. =) yea.. it must have been damn hard to plan this while mugging for prelims. the effort you all put in, really thanks. =) and charissa ur turqouise halter very nice. HAHAHA. =D

rongsiu: u noe i dun mean it at all when all the insults come flying at you. =) thanks for ponning Physics with charissa to plan for this. yea.. really nice of you. and btw, should have invited your brother along.. ahahahahaha. =) thanks for coming . yea.

trier: fellow bdae person. ahhaha. =) hope you had fun on the bdae as much as i did. really enjoyed myself and i think you did too. smile! =)

shuting, youmin and ying: thanks for coming and yea hope you all enjoyed yourselves. =) especially our very own camera girl for sponsoring the movie tix. shuting for being patriotic and loving china, and youmin for bringing smiles to our face when she volunteered to finish the last piece of chocolate cake. HAHAHA. =)

mingren chenwei: thanks for ur umm, present?! ahahahaha. that underwear pouch that says drama queen on it. u think i'll pring out meh. and it looks like.. something a girl would use. like wtf?! lol. and chenwei for lending me shirt. =) thanks.

rui and wei: didnt expect you two to pop up lah. shocked me. rui thanks for the prezzzie. =) its quite nice. abit small though. must have rippling muscles to wear. ahahahah. then wei, wheres my prezzie huh. piece of shit. lol. =)

i didnt miss out anyone rite? inform me if i did. just wanna say a big thank you to all who came down. and there'll be more parties!! so stay tuned. hahaha. i have MANY FRENS now. =) YAY!

ohh btw, i'm making plans for my bdae. so yea. i'm actually quite free that week. so yea. i'm hoping to fill that week up. seriously. like enjoy my life to the fullest before my prelims start.. =) ahahaha.

hmm, one of the funnier things i learnt about myself tonite was that how everyone noes i'm an asshole and i dun seem to catch on tt yet. food for thought. thanks wendy. =) hahaha. never ceases to make me smile whenever i talk to her. HAHAHA.

ahh well. national day coming up. time to be patriotic and all. wear red and white when i walk outside. oh. i came up with something very lame today. cannot eat wanton noodles during seventh month. because in chinese wanton noodles can be literally translated as soul devouring noodles. =X lol. ahh. lame.

still revising. revise revise. hope i'll do well for prelims. i wanna get my scholarships. i wanna become a teacher. and dun u dare laugh.

FIFTEEN DAYS!

one of the many little things i'm excited about, which rarely happens nowadays already.. i'm feeling old and jaded. lol.

I'M TURNING EIGHTEEN IN 16 DAYS!!

quite exciting huh. =) which means if u havent already bought a present or wracked yours brains about what to get for me, its about time to move your arsEE and do sth. =)

as for me, i'm thinking of what i can do.. who wants to volunteer to be my bdae planner? lol.

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korkor was telling me about the icecream shop tv show (i.e. the channel 8 9pm drama serial starring cuties julian hee and elvin ng) thing over lunch today. sometimes the things that are shown on tv drama serials are so cliched. but their appeal lies in the fact that most ppl can relate to the experiences felt by at least one of the characters. the joys and sorrows of life. thats the appeal of tv. of replaying reality.

i was feeling kinda sad until i got something. it kinda cheered me up. at least a little bit.. yay. at least i wun be present-less. whahaha. =)

i got back my commontest results slip. not too bad. looks sth like this:

Biology - 71.0 A
Chemistry - 57.0 C
Mathematics - 84.0 A
Physics - 70.0 A
General Paper - 50.0 C5

percentile wise it looks more decent:

Biology - 92.6
Chemistry - 74.7
Mathematics - 90.2
Physics - 71.4
General Paper - 16.2

ahh well. if only i could blanko off the GP marks. Conduct has remained constant at Good since last commontest. i swear jeanne tan is superbly biased. bleh. but she wont do anything to change it, neither will she give an explanation for it. hence, i will just have to accept it. as with many other things in life that were never our choice. yea. its time to start revision, theres not much time left. and i'm tired. good nite.

btw sleep does wonders. it rejuvenates your skin and makes u feel refreshed. when ur stressed or depressed, just keep sleeping and stop thinking. it helps. at least it does for me. =)

lit week was fun. willy wonka and oompaloompa was SO funny on the runway. maybe i'll join the fashion industry if i dun get into sth i want next time. =)

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