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the sound of waves,
lapping the shore.
just like the songs you used to sing.
the gentle breeze,
caressing my face.
reminds me of you.
i see the sunset,
with your head on my shoulders.
your hand in mine,
we would have been so happy.
together.

blehh. i got back my lowest ever commontest results. C for Chemistry.. =( so depressed. wanna kill myself liao. its like the worst EVER in my 2 years in rjc lah. like wah lao. but i sorta expected it after i did the paper on thursday, so i guess, nvm lah. chem cts are killer whales anw, so i dun think its an accurate reflection, though i think i could have done better if i better organised my time. i dun even feel like looking through my test paper now.. bleh. =( so sad...

on a better note, i'm having a hell load of things on my plate for this term of my j2 life. i think i work well under stress and i like to have loads of food on my plate i.e. singaporean mentality. lets see. i've got haunted house, RP college play, RP party, fencing camp, fencing A division and quite a lot of other things. which is quite a spread. can open buffet liao. not to mention i've gotta do my tutorials and all as well.

sat in for interact club interviews todae cos i was so bored before i left. quite funny lah a few of the ppl. got some silly girl talked a bit too much, hence got booted out. poor soul. she started with a good opening statement though. cos rui asked about some athlete who helped a team mate who fell halfway during the race and hence didnt win a medal. the interviewee said "it was not wise, but noble" of course she could have turned it into her favour by elaborating etc in the correct manner, but somehow she didnt, and it ended up showing her competitiveness cos she went on to say sth like how that guy couldnt win a medal etc. i.e. shes very results oriented lah. or sth like that to the extent of selfishness...

then before i left, they had to interview a cuteee whom i couldnt sit in for cos i had RP gm. damn it.

i'm looking forward to tomorrow. or at least, later today.

anyway happy 18th birthday to myy favouritest besties. sounds abit like testis. but heck. good things come in pairs. LOL.

just wanna say a happpy happy 18th birthday. and i havent done ur card yet. oh well. i'll cook something up. trust me. =)

heres wishing you a great year ahead. wasnt it good to start the first one and a half hours of ur 18th year in life with such a great person? =P lol..

tmrs last day! i'm offfff to partyyy. =) hope i do well for chem though. so many million reactions. pissing. =X

mmhm. star idol last night was won by killer bod bryan. lol. wonder what kind of channel 8 serials will he star in. prolly those swimming pool kind. or the ah beng gangster kind. lol.

anyway didnt mention that i went shopping for prezzies yesterday. walked from 1230 after church till around 730pm lor. buy until my nose bleed. but its fine lah. for a good cause anyway. what are frens for? the prezzies are quite nice, though i dun think i'll buy them for myself lah. as in. i'll prolly think 5 times before buying it for myself.. spent so much time and effort. the bdae boys better be appreciative. lol. =)

frens. so many of them now. but what am i to make of them?

bio commontest today wasnt too bad. but i suppose could have done better if i spent more time studying the j1 topics. wads overs over. didnt even have the initiative to go check out the answers for bio mcq. we'll just wait for it to come back lah. couldnt draw the 5mark genetic diagram. thats a blardy 5%!! ugh. we'll see how many marks i get from that shit that i wrote just hoping to salvage wadeva that i can. =(

tmrs maths. time to mug numbers. differentiate, integrate. =X

watchin star idol. lol. finals with Bryan and Leo. =X its quite spastic. lol. ones this young boiboi looking person. the other guy looks old but got killer bod. so. =X the first two rounds both acted damn terribly, but towards the end it swung towards leo. think he got the better end of the deal cos it closed with everyone supporting him even though leo started off as the underdog cos bryan was dominating in the first 2 rounds with his bulging muscles.

in my opinion. bryans kinda stiff when it comes to acting. his face is plastered and theres very little change in expression. comparatively, leo has a more fluid expression and hes able to play the kind of sincere endearing role, i.e. the joanne peh and wads the other new girl's name? lol. oh and mark lee's hilarious as the AHGUA in the show. hahaha.

hmm. covered quite alot today. not bad.

Things i finished yesterday:
1. Introduction to organic chem

and i realised that theres a chemical compound called limonene, which is optically active. one isomer smells like lemons and the other, oranges. even funnier, XYCM told me theres this guy in his school thats called Limonium Sua Ning. thats like the most UGH name i heard. cos he said the guys name was Sua Ning at first. then i thought he was some china scholar. then he said no, cos his name was Limonium Sua Ning. i thought it was a joke lah, like the parents thought it would be cool to call their son some sour shit good @ suanning ppl. lol. then i realised limonium was a flower. the best part was that the parents werent like chemists or sth, but they just picked up a dictionary and started choosing name. and wad a dictionary to choose, a chemistry dictionary.. =X

2. Alkanes
3. ALkenes
4. Arenes
5. Alcohols + Phenols

What i finished today:
6. Carbonyl Compounds
7. Halogen Derivatives
8. Ionic Eq
9. Solubility Eq
which marks the end of the syllabus for CTs. =)

quite proud of myself. after looking through Halogen Derivatives last, i realised the hardest topic of organic chem in terms of reactions isnt R-X. its R-OH i.e. alcohols. cos alcohols and phenols combined got like a million reactions lah. R-X only got like 4? if i can rmember correctly, its alcoholic and aq OH-, CN-, conc NH3. yup. so simple. lol.

chems by far my most prepared subject. though i've finished all of physics and not touched maths yet, i still think i like chem the most. =) hope i'll do well. confidence isnt too bad. but i shant have too much of it. and i wanna do well anway. =) everything except for GP which was like shit, but hey its over! =)

so far these are the topics i've left:

Physics
1. Superposition
2. Interference
3. Electric Field

Chemistry
1. Everything

Maths
1. Everything

kinda demoralising, but i suppose i'll pull through. i aim to finish physics by tonite. so that the next 2 days will be for chem. and maths will be on sunday or the night before lol. =X terrible. i'm banging on the fact that i'm good @ my maths so i dun need to study too much for it, but that may just be an illusion. we'll see when the results come back.

i'm chatting alot at night. terrible. sleeping so late. my bio clocks gonna be SO screwd. =( and i found out that i'm talking to selective ppl. cute ppl only. lol. =X so puyun, i'm not talking to u anymore. muahaha.

sometimes people just take you for granted. and all i have to say to you is, fuck off. dun expect me to be even nice.

and i'm supposed to be mugging. two days of my holidays have come and gone. and i still feel the same lethargy. its about time i did something about it. =X

oh. and i happened to find one VERY VERY long ago fren last nite on frenster. gerald tay, some p1 or p2 or p3 fren of mine. i cant rmb which year, but yeah, it was ACJS. and i remembered we made fun of him cos he was damn short last time. i even said he sat on a high chair while eating dinner. LOL. =X and yea.. found him on frenster. now hes like grown up i suppose. at NYP. looks quite cute too. haha.

http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=8325990

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on a better note, my 3rd cactus person told me that the cactus has started budding.. from one big thing blob, got three more buds growing from it. if only things werent so thorny. one day things will work out. sigh. like i strongly believe that one day, the cactus will flower. though rare, but not impossible.

mmhm. sentosa was fun. but i ended up being like a chao ta lobster. and its a great way to relax from the monotony of mugging. not that i've been mugging alot. its just alot of lethargy coupled with the wait and see attitude. so i'm basically slack now. covering like 2 topics of bio everyday when i'm supposed to finish biology by todae. ugh. terrible. and i'm watching tv now..



front row: zing, huili, shuxian
back row: pohtato, ME!

got an IQ brainteaser qn from charissa. she claims it was some Oxford or Cambridge entrance exam thingy. not bad, i solved it. =) ahha. see if u can.

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two men were talking to each other, and their conversation was as such.

A: hey, i'll set u an IQ question.
B: *nods* alright, what's it?
A: i'll give you three clues, and you'll have to guess the ages of my 3 daughters.
B: sounds reasonable. go ahead.
A: the product of the ages of my 3 daughters equals 36.
B: ok...
A: the sum of the ages of my 3 daughters equals to the house number across the road.
*A points to a house across the road*
B: *B scratches head* so what's the 3rd clue to solving the question then?
A: my oldest daughter is a ballerina.
B: ahhhhh ok. so the ages of ur daughter are XXX, YYY, and ZZZ.
A: yep.

Do you know what the ages of his daughters are? u dun need anymore clues. all of them are in the conversation =)

new phone new phone! n70! woooohh!

today was such a weird day. i made so many enemies lor. bleh..

anw, jeanne tan praised me in class today. quite funny. she said something like this to rongsiu. or i think i paraphrased it lah.

"hey can you stop talking in class not, rongsiu?! you arh, keep talking and talking to charissa and reuben. if you're like reuben, do your work, but switch off in class and do other things, i don't mind you know. at least you've got results to back you up. but for you..." *voice trails off*

lol. hope i dun disappoint her for my commontest. =X and i'm ganhup's remedial rep cum whiteboard rep. i'm gonna start campaigning for my OHP rep position soon. =X

and the dream is, but a dream. and the dream comes to an end. why did it have to end this way?

many interesting things happened today. jeanne tan said erections instead of reactions in lecture today. low chor mengs students last time told him that he said okay alright too many times. they even counted the number of times, told him, and suggested he go for speech therapy. and hes very self conscious. cos everytime arvind or dani pointed at sth in front and laughed, he would tell us to stop laughing at him. lol.

mok likes nic. =X tsky. what to do... =) hahaha.

camming with mingren is so fun. ahahah. how come that sounds so wrong?!

mugging away for bio cts. and i cant wait for wednesday! =)

to love is to trust.
to trust is to love.
and love is the greatest of them all.
to learn to trust is the most difficult of them all.

and more kinky sex convos. lolx. funny funny.

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just came back from sakae sushi with my parents for dinner. its been a long time since i ate such good food given that i rarely have dinner with them out. usually i'm just damn lazy so i make them buy back. =P lolx. anyway, ate alot of sushi and sashimi.. i LOOOOOVEEEE jap food. so nice so nice. the bill was also damn nice. 140bux. thank god i dun pay. =P

we ate soft shell crab, pregnant fish, agedashi tofu. the only thing that tasted horrid was the raw cuttlefish or dunno wad. it was white and after chewing like for 3 hours, it felt rubbery and for some weird reason, sticky. it was hard to swallow cos the stickiness made it clump together in a lump. it was hard to break up cos it was rubbery so it was one big chewy mass, which after more chewing became stickier and more disgusting in ur mouth. in the end, had to wash it down with a gulp of green tea. so disgusting. =X my mum took that plate. so yucky.

other than that the rest were quite good. and i was quite full. i like jap food. =)

heh. just watched abit of the dream chasers. i.e. CHANNEL U drama serial by its jue2 dui4 superstar contestants. its quite a joke. half the ppl inside cant act for nuts. biggest joke lies in the fact that even weilian is on TV. hahaha. thats rather funny actually. and the main actress, kelly poon cant act for NUTS. oh well. shes a singer and not an actress for a reason.

on the other hand, junyang although he cannot act for nuts, is FUCKING cute. gawd. hes nothing but just there to act cute only.. and his acting sux big time. but his smile redeems it all. hahaha. the weirdest thing is that his name is AJ. wtf. lol. wad a weird name. AJ. =X

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on a side note. i just found out some juicy dirty laundry gossip about a certain arty-humans student. =X . surprisingly, i realise that most rafflesians have a double life. or at least those that i know. theres a school life and a private life thats kept under wraps so well that nobody actually knows that such things happen. and with the recent tammy video shit, its no wonder that even RJ peepz are succumbing to such temptation. now that i've known about two... lolx. its weird. i would never have thought that he was such a slut. should have gotten best actor. but its only human that people have their lusts. its only whether they show it.

you say i guilt trip you,
but i say i never intended to.
when will be the day,
that you'll accept every bit of me?

dun slip through my fingers.
i've failed once a time too many.
please dun go.
not after you've left something in my life.

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