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the sound of waves,
lapping the shore.
just like the songs you used to sing.
the gentle breeze,
caressing my face.
reminds me of you.
i see the sunset,
with your head on my shoulders.
your hand in mine,
we would have been so happy.
together.

dilemma. should i continue fencing or not. and i noe the decision eventually lies with myself. people can advice me, give me tips, but the As are still mine to take. the competition is still mine to fence. this matter requires serious thought and pondering over. its gonna affect my results i suppose.

the A div competition is gonna be in july or late june, apparently one week after our CTs. and being a j2, duh studies are blardy impt. i mean. you don't enter rjc to take 3 sub and get like Fs and Os for them rite? plus A level year sommore. i noe that i've been doing fine, but i'm just afraid fatigue and all that shit might set in and just bring me down. yea.

rui was saying that though we, or more accurately, i, think the world of fencing. but to the world out there who do not noe the sport. in fact, just rjc itself. my classmates, other ppl whom i see in school, what is their cca to them. i've finally understood the true meaning of going after things that you enjoy, and do them with a happy heart. i think this is an area in which i've succeeeded in. i only understood this theory in sec 4, and thank god i'm putting it to good use in my jc life. drama and fencing are my stress relievers, a recluse to which i can just enjoy myself without holding back.

but yea, its such a sad thing. though you might think the world of fencing, people will just think nothing of it. and when you go all out to impress upon others that its a wonderful sport and all, they'll just think you've got no life.

i think that this march ct results will be the confirmation as to whether i should continue fencing. furthermore, theres more to fencing than just the clash of blades. ppl will think i'm weird if i say i'm attached to the j1s. cos i havent really met them. but aint it cool that you've got junior fencers. lolx. i dunno. i'm weird.

and jap ao results coming out soon. why am i so not excited.

yay! we got a bronze medal for U20s team event. making my current fencing records as such:

1. Novices Indiv - Gold
2. Novices Team - Bronze
3. U20s Indiv - Bronze
4. U20s Team - Bronze

1 gold and 3 bronzes not bad lah. =) quite proud of myself and my fellow team mates who did so well today. jingxun, andre and choonwing. =) thanks for everything. dun think i could have gotten this medal without u guys cos u guys did most of the fencing ANYWAY. =P ahahaha. argh. nvm.

after all that medal presentation, went to eat KFC. bummed around, talked cock and listened to the rest of them tell their life stories, then shared a cab home with andre and choonwing. i just realised that they stayed really close to me. andre stays at the blardy rafflesia and choonwing @ st 24, near salvation army there. yea.. =X

i'm looking forward to A divisions fencing. hope i can get to take part in that.. till then i've gotta start brushing up on my repertoire. =) and my thighs hurt like cows.

yesterday has been an eventful day. it was the second night for dfeste, which was also judging nite. first just wanna say thanks to all that came down for dfeste. hope you guys had loads of great fun watching dfeste. i think everyone who acted in dfeste had great fun putting up the 5 fabulous shows, so with the effort put in, and all the time invested, it should be worth it if the people in the audience loved it.

i must say though, the plays this year were abit on the chim side. not that it was a bad thing. but maybe the people just couldnt connect. in actual fact, i thot that moor tarbets script was really well written. maybe the judges thought otherwise. but as a text, it was very well written and i personally liked it alot. =) in fact i think for all the effort put in by all the houses should make them worthy of a prize each. =)

Prizes:
best ensemble - Buckle Buckley
best script - Bayley Waddle
best actor - gao shen (Morrison Richardson)
best actress - sindhu (Bayley Waddle)
best director - Navjote and Jade (Morrison Richardson)
best play - Morrison Richardson

it has been a fabulous nite. and i look forward to tmrs fencing comp. oh and btw. i think the blog design is nice.. =)

thanks for everything. you never fail to cheer me up. *muackx*

i'll never wanna let you go,
but you're not meant for i know.
i've tried my best done all i could,
stay by my side you never would.
remember me darling i pray,
come back to me some day, some day.
a silent goodbye.

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today was a bad day. fullstop. =X

nothing in this world lasts.
transcient aint it?
not love. not frenship.
for he who professes to love cannot be guaranteed to say so again.
love is just a game.
sex is just a toy.
enjoy while u can.
forget it once its gone.
what have i done? or not done.
that earned me such a response.
to think i loved.
but now its no longer love.
its begging.
i'm begging you to come back.
so that i can pay you back.
double.
to selfishly inflict wounds that would never heal.
so that u'd remember me.
for life.
bitch.

just bought a prezzie. must say its quite nice. =) lol.. kinda liked it for myself. wahaha. but shant be mean. =) i don't buy presents for myself. not that narcissistic yet.

heard that interact camp was quite fun. esp the night walk. stay tuned for fencing camp. i'm gonna make it a WOWZEEEE. wadeva a WOWZEEEE is. =X lolx. and its gonna be a two day affair. not to mention that i'm gonna be a grope leader. oops. typo. i mean. group leader.. and i'm gonna choose whose gonna be in my group. muahahah. and i want to plan XXXXXwalk. hehe.

dramafeste is nearing. i'm really scared. dunno wads gonna happen. but i'm crossing my fingers and hoping for the best. bayley waddle will be the last show to close the night. hope we do a good job. and fencing training this week i cant go lor.. so wasted. but i kinda learnt a bit of the aligne with aik pong last week cos mark and david didnt go down. it was like shit cos only two fencable sabreurs were there. me wendy. zhunwei didnt wanna fence. =X

met up and ate carls jr today. the stupid burger was so big.. =X lolx.. but i realised its kinda not worth it. but heck.

heyy. go to http://kevan.org/johari?name=goliathe and help me do this little thing.. =) ahah.

mameha to sayuri:

"geishas, like us, do not have a right to love."

Recently i've taken a liking to shakespearean literature. i finally understand the beauty of his lines.. after so long. took me long enough huh. ever since i dropped lit in sec 2.. =X lolxx. anyway since tmrs valentines day. decided that i shalt post an exerpt from Romeo and Juliet. =)

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O Romeo, Romeo! wherefore art thou Romeo?
Deny thy father and refuse thy name!
Or, if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love,
And I'll no longer be a Capulet.

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apparently, this line was misinterpreted over the centuries. wherefore in this context meant "why" not "where". hence she was kinda upset over the fact that because Romeo was a Montague, and she a Capulet, they could never be together. society since Shakespearean times has played a major impact on lovers. capulets and montagues were never meant for each other.. as with good looking guys and icky girls.

awwww. so sad rite. where art thou, my valentino?

happy vdae to all couples out there. may u have loads of love joy and blessings in ur relationships!

WOOOOOOO!!! won another medal at U-20s Competition. nothing much to boast about cos it was the least of the medals, but at least i think i met my expectations of winning a medal. afterall jay was inside, so definitely not a gold.. and silver was out of reach given the numebr of good fencers there. so it was quite a feat actually. really proud of myself...

Mens Sabre
1st - Jay Foo
2nd - Choon Wing (ri fencer)
Joint 3rd - reuben & bai rong.
6th - Jingxun
7th - Andre

on the other hand, rui dun be so sad k. and i think zhunwei u did well! =) so jia you. theres still team event. get mark to switch the teams if u dun like lahh!! =P hehehe.

tmrs fencing comp. or at least today it is. just finished buying the vdae prezzies.. =) real tired. shall sleep so that the fencing tmr will be as good as i hope it to be! =)

a navilanavi l
an avilanav il
ana vilana vil
anav ilan avil
anavi la navil
anavil anavil
anavi la navil
anav ilan avil
ana vilana vil
an avilanav il
a navilanavi l

missing U.

i just realised that valentines day and frenship week is gonna be next week. and its so fast!! already thursday. haha. i got wind that somebody tried to ask somebody to be valentine. WAHAHAHA. what a joke. some things just dun die hard. as someone else so rightly pointed out.. wahh.. skin so thick. like the hide of an elephant's backside. =X

i dun wanna talk abt dramafeste. cos if i do. i'm gonna start bitching.

and fencing this weekend.. =) may the best fencer win again.. argh. tmr got training.. i miss fencing. i dun wanna lose again. =(

just thot about the events that happened today. and i think that i'm a very mood swing person. not to mention rather.. diva-ish. =X its as if if things do not happen according to what i want, i'll explode some way or another. and when i get pissed. i make sure ppl know that i'm pissed. warning signals.

well well. postcards. ha.

and i was kinda heaving a sigh of relief that my auditions for college play are on friday. the songs that we are singing are so.. ancient? i dunno. dun really like them. and i have to prepare a blardy one minute monologue. i cant even FIND one. looks like i'm gonna approach mr lyon tmr. =) apparently his drama lessons are very fun.

weird events that happened today. the chem dept in RJC is definitely one weird dept. started off with break after chem mock spa todae. i was in the canteen sitting
at a table. across the aisle was where the whole chem dept was sitting, ms soh, by hess'law, donnell koh, blinky and vampy. cos i jus did a presentation on equilibria for chem S the day before, ms soh knows me. and she saw me.. so she waved at me. of course being the nice student that i am, i waved back. =) subsequently, gan hup the nosey peeked over blinky's shoulder. and he saw me.. so he smiled at me.. then he turned back and PSST PSST PSST said something to ms soh, and she looked over and smiled. then ganhup peeked over blinky's shoulder to smile at me again. what a conspiracy... =X

that after school, when i was having drama, this rj kid was walking towards me.. cos it was kinda far away, it was difficult to tell. on close inspection, i realised that it was ganhup. =X lolx. the thing was that he was wearing white shirt and this light khaki coloured shorts. he looked like a j2 lahh!! lolx.. but he was nice enough to say hi, then i said hi. and he asked why was i in sch so late.. then i just said drama.. before he left, i told him he looked like an rj kid... WAHHAHA. =X and omg. his bag was sooo cute! lol. black and pink i think.. ahahaha.

shawn chua introduced me to half an ac-ri twin. i.e. was in acsi for sec 1 and 2 then transferred over to ri in sec3n4 and is currently an RJ j1. apparently hes into SM and he gets bullied and tuyrned into a sex slave. ahahah.. not seriously lah.. but always pushed around by his frens into good natured sex. ok. thats not the correct word. =X lol.. but its not real. so it doesnt matter.

zhunrui was saying. once u have sex with a person, u dun think that person's cute anymore. how true... seems like many ppl arent attractive in my eyes anymore. WAHHAHA.. jkjk.

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a navil. hope u'll get well soon. rashes really suck big time.. hope u'll do well for ur physics test tmr. =)

when i try so hard. it never works out. nothing works out. everything collapses. why i'd never know. i'd never know cos none of them tell me. and it falls flat everytime. like a fake boob. sigh. what am i to do. and when i dun try. all the wrong things happen. wrong people come knocking on wrong doors. weird people making calls to wrong numbers. i'm not making sense. i'm not used to making sense. i'm illogical anyway.

should i give up. should i?

ha. drama lessons with mr lyon are really enjoyable. just came back from some devising or devicing workshop. dunno how u spell it. but its kinda fun. a great breakout from the stressful monotony of jc life. dramafeste is kicking in finally. hope that we'll get things done soon. tmr is first script reading.. =)

next week has comp and feb seems like this SUPER busy month. bleh. and i pledge to sleep by 1030pm every night. arghz. tired like sai.

this chinese new year has been nowhere near LUCKY. todays the 5th day of the chinese new year. and i've been given a white slip for my hair. wtf. and i wasnt even supposed to go to sch in the morning. had i checked my phone earlier, i would have seen that elaine lo msged me earlly in the morning saying that GP was cancelled cos she was on MC. then the next period being PE and the break after that would have been useless. so i would have slept till 10, come for 2 hours and not get my white slip for the STUPID attire check. damn it. ARGHHHZX. dao mei.

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