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the sound of waves,
lapping the shore.
just like the songs you used to sing.
the gentle breeze,
caressing my face.
reminds me of you.
i see the sunset,
with your head on my shoulders.
your hand in mine,
we would have been so happy.
together.

to be special or not. sometimes people are so naive. i dunno whether i shud laugh or cry. but i suppose its human nature to WANT to be special. but like forgiveness, it cannot be earned, can only be given. such a status cannot be worked for, but rather, it is bestowed upon. the world would be a happier place if everyone understood it.

"The quality of mercy is not strain'd,
It droppeth as the gentle rain from heaven
Upon the place beneath: it is twice blest;
It blesseth him that gives and him that takes:
'Tis mightiest in the mightiest: it becomes
The throned monarch better than his crown;
His sceptre shows the force of temporal power,
The attribute to awe and majesty,
Wherein doth sit the dread and fear of kings;
But mercy is above this sceptred sway;
It is enthroned in the hearts of kings,
It is an attribute to God himself;
And earthly power doth then show likest God's
When mercy seasons justice. Therefore, Jew,
Though justice be thy plea, consider this,
That, in the course of justice, none of us
Should see salvation: we do pray for mercy;
And that same prayer doth teach us all to render
The deeds of mercy. I have spoke thus much
To mitigate the justice of thy plea;
Which if thou follow, this strict court of Venice
Must needs give sentence 'gainst the merchant there."

- William Shakespeare (The Merchant of Venice)

this is probably one of the only few times i'll appreciate shakespearean text. ahh. the beauty of literature...

i hope that people will understand our play. for our play has beautiful lines when u think about it. and they make so much sense... an exerpt.

A: And do you know who Someone really is?
B: No i dont. All i know is that i love him.
C: Love doesn't reason.

sweet?

we ended up doing the 3 Everyone's makeup in the girls toilet. pek had to enlist the help of the guys to enter that dreaded pink thingy cos waikit had to do his makeup and everything as well. rehearsals till three. the lights and sounds person didnt come down today.. someone in her family passed away. haiz. feel so terrible for her. =( i dun think it would be nice of us to bother her to help out with the lights and sounds.

after three, grabbed a quick bite from macs and headed down to play tennis @ Changi. So terribly far. of the two doubles matches that i played, we won! =) hahaha. oh well. aloy was bringing his partner down, as per normal. singles lost 6-4 with a valiant fight. we ended at around 630, went to play table tennis after that, quite stupid. then bathed and went off for dinner. got home @ exactly 10pm. ugh. 1 hour train ride. =X we shudnt go to such far places next time...

when i'm overly zealous and passionate abt some things, i often get misinterpreted. has anyone ever thot abt the value of value. i dunno. i tried philosophizing to myself once. didnt really work out. the crux of the value of value is the understanding of the value of something and manipulating it to the best of your ability. though some people have mastered the art of understanding the value of value, they havent been really good at concealing the fact that they do. and sometimes people obviously know that they are being used, but they just go ahead and allow it to happen. i dunno really. i'm just confused. wtf am i saying?!

today was terrrible. rehearsals are getting later and later. haiz. ended off at like 1120pm. and i had to take 410 by myself home. so lonely. anyway i thot i was late home already.. well at least not THAT late i suppose. cos SOMEONE ELSE got home @ 12 midnight. and happily said that he reached home @ 12 midnight rather proudly. we finally finished full runs, i thot we'd never finish. its a good thing, though we took eons for the tech run cos it was so complicated. all the lights and stuff got so many cues, and thats excluding the music and everything.. i think we must really polish up everything more.. =(

well. the good thing is that we're gonna get cip hours for the 2 dress runs and the 2 actual performances that we're doing.. so i suppose that shud add up to at least 10+ hours. not that i NEED the cip hours, but it would look good i suppose.

must work more on my emoting scenes. not lovey dovey enuff.

tmr is tennis day. after rehearsals from 10am - 3pm. i do hope we dun drag.. dun wanna go down late lor.

had lunch with weiwei today @ S11... hahaha. five qualities EVERY human being shud be judged upon:
1. Height
2. Face
3. Figure
4. Brains
5. Money
After a thorough evaluation, we found out TWO individuals who happened to NOT have any one of the 5 characteristics above. sadly. these people shud just go and die suan le.. no point living. lol. =) ok i'm mean. but hey, we don't really like these two people do we, so heck.

just a random musing. dun think it makes much sense to the world, but hey, it does to me.

"a single pretty flower may be prettier than other single flowers. but a bouquet of average looking flowers will always outshine a single pretty looking flower. does it always have to remain that way? can the single pretty flower ever outshine the bouquet? or can the single pretty flower ever join the bouquet and not be by itself, unwanted, horrible, vulnerable?"

tmrs a long day. sleep early dudes.

oooh! today was a terribly long day. not THAT long, but long enuff. school began for most @ 8.00am with some maths/chem lecture. then at 9.00am with chem/maths lecture. well if it started off with maths, then it shud have been chem later or vice versa. thats not impt. what was impt was that jeanne tan, my CT, was lecturing on organic chem. and for peculiar reasons, she decided to ask the WHOLE LT if reuben foo, yours truly, was in it. sadly, nobody replied, which meant that she knew i was absent. godd. of all days, on the 2nd last day of school, she has to check. but of course it was for a good reason, i had to hand up my "PARTICULARS OF TOP STUDENTS" form to her by today...

rehearsal was light today. the techinician didnt come and hence we didnt have our tech rehearsal. luckily we didnt, hence we ended at 330pm. on the dot for me to rush up the bus. weiwei was pissed. utterly. and so was elaine lo. heres a quote "friendship is loving a friend for who he is, faults and all." of course that came from the great reuben when he was talking to another fren. =P dun so pissed larh.

fencing was not TOO bad today. but i stress it could have been better. fenced only a little. joke of the day: "warm ups take longer than actual fencing" was kinda pissed. but oh well. things cleared up when we were allowed to fence and i fenced weiwei and rui! but its been so long, and our skills are as rusty as our blades. haiz..

dinner was supposed to be at the hawker centre cos i'm utterly disgusted with like fast food. but to my horror, the seats at the hawker centre were all taken. no choice, bought two cups of sugar cane cos rui wanted one then strolled over to macs for dinner. hence i didnt get the meal. two double cheeseburgers. i still rmb the first time i ate them, after sitting in my grandpa's car squeezing with a million people, the moment i stepped out of the car, i just puked all the tomato thingy onto the floor. so sick. to the point i detested it. until recently did i start eating it again. and i realised it tasted not too bad! =)

its raining cats and dogs like outside my window now.. i can safely assure myself that i'll sleep well tonight. after strenuous fencing and like wonderful weather outside.. i'll be sleeping ever so soundly.. lol. i rmb that when i am tired, i've got really nice dreams.. =P

"Being unloved provides incentive to love.."

ugh. SOOOOOO tired. its been SUCH a LONG LONG day. i've gotta add a smelly pad to this blog. lol. only YOU'll get what i mean rite. =) ok. started off with PW dry run. i was having rehearsals until TEN pm last night. hence i really really didnt have time to do anything for pw. all i noe was that a certain body part was moving until around 130am before i FINALLY got out from room, and started on any work. which was quite bad. cos i ended up sleeping @ 230am.

i had absolutely no time to rehearse much for my pw dry run. everything was rushed out. credit to weiwei who helped me save my presentation on his thumbdrive. =) and i think our presentation was not bad, albeit a tad too wordy. and guess what. i didnt have time to rehearse much, hence i just went thru the slides like from 1100 to around 1140, for the presentation. dhillon sat in for our presentation with kelvin ng. and i was DAMN good. despite that short time i had to practise, i got an EXCEEDING EXPECTATIONS for ALL THREE ASPECTS. and i didnt have script beforehand or anything. like lol. sadly all the others who slogged their ass of to write scripts and stuff didnt get anywhere near me. but i must say my pw group mates are rather terrible at presentation. they are UTTERLY disgusting. mumble mumble read read fumble. couldnt even answer the qns properly. stupid.

then scooted off for lunch @ j8. rehearsal started after lunch. and dRAGGED all the way until 10pm ++. haiz. so tiring. rehearsals are soo long and drawn out. its really draining. and since tmr is a stupid like 4hour sch day. i'm ponning it. but rehearsals were quite fun. i decided on my colour today. i'm REDD!! =) yay. one of your favourite colours. i told u that my character SOO suits u. well this play goes out to YOU. really. i'm gonna dedicate this play to u. =) at least jerrines mum was nice enuff to make meatloaf and get grapes for us!! so hungry after rehearsals. tmrs rehearsals are mad. 5pm -10pm. haiz.. gonna be a long drawn out day again.

so long since i went for fencing. miss fencing so much. just taking the blade and poking ppl. i miss fencing with the moks!! i miss fencing and jabbing and scoring pts. when my rehearsals end.. i'll be back!! yahh~!

ps. dunno if u're gonna read this. but still, thanks for the starfish bdae prezzie. i noe its kinda late but at least u rmbed. all the best for your exams.. =)

past two days have been great great fun. ok three, if u count that today's actually SUNDAY already. and my weekend's gone. but it was great. started off with thursaday, which was prep for open house day. =) well of course, it so inevitably happened that i SUDDENLY fell sick and wasnt able to go to school in the morning. my condolences to all my fans who wanted to see me, as well as those who actually made the trip to school. cos from what i heard, school ended at 8.30am and basically everyone was useless after that. thank god it was pre-calculated sickeness.

after which, i DID go down to school for "fencing" training @ 5.15pm. it sorta ended up into floorball training. we were doing "conditioning" for fencing, then it suddenly evolved into floorball for the whole period. i'm seriously quite disgusted with the state of affairs in fencing, but fencing SHOULD be about fencing, not just doing nonsense pt stuff that ISNT at all fencing. got rather pissed so i scooted off to to do the fencing board instead. i must say the girls did a rather marvellous job of decorating the board. rather nice with all the black and silver thingies.

then we went off to carl's junior for dinner. omg the burgers there are huge. saw zul, hazmi and russell at the place too. =) and my ex acs classmates. =X ben ee looked so different!! and david chua as well. ahah. mmhm. i love the burgers there. they are soo wonderfully nice and big. and i take THIRTY whole minutes to finish one, as opposed to my TEN or FIFTEEN minutes for a BK / Macs burger. we were basically "chilling" literally, cos it was so cold i had to borrow rui's jacket... brrr. must remmb to bring jacket if i wanna go there next time.

fri had open house in the morning. which was quite fun. had to do fencing and rp stuff as well. dressed up as a retro man albeit not very retro, hence not very successful. then we had lots of fun playing squash, before meeting aloysius 45 minutes late for pool.. lolx. played many games, and lost everygame except two, it was a case of either tyco by opponent, suayness becos of hitting white ball and black ball in, or just plain lousy partners *hint hint* hahah jk. quite fun.. played until aloy had to leave for french.. tell u skip still dun want.

then we went to eat dinner at some pepper house thing. had the thrill of cooking my own beef on the hotplate which was similar to that at seoul garden! =) quite fun..

today was a hectic day of rehearsals. 9am - 3pm + painting plus finding a cockroach which probably drowned, in a bottle of turpentine after painting our blocks for sets tt look like giant lego bricks. nothing wrong with that. just that the colours are very bright and eye catching.. just LOVVVVE it. did rui's pw video as well.. hope he'll like it. *fingers crossed* caught a sneak peek of a bit of ROADRUNNERS, the sean d + junsheng scene. where both of them just literally fondle each other. lol. not fondle. sean molests junsheng. but looking at sean, i dun think js minds does he? come for threesome!! advert below!

past two days have been great great fun. ok three, if u count that today's actually SUNDAY already. and my weekend's gone. but it was great. started off with thursaday, which was prep for open house day. =) well of course, it so inevitably happened that i SUDDENLY fell sick and wasnt able to go to school in the morning. my condolences to all my fans who wanted to see me, as well as those who actually made the trip to school. cos from what i heard, school ended at 8.30am and basically everyone was useless after that. thank god it was pre-calculated sickeness.

after which, i DID go down to school for "fencing" training @ 5.15pm. it sorta ended up into floorball training. we were doing "conditioning" for fencing, then it suddenly evolved into floorball for the whole period. i'm seriously quite disgusted with the state of affairs in fencing, but fencing SHOULD be about fencing, not just doing nonsense pt stuff that ISNT at all fencing. got rather pissed so i scooted off to to do the fencing board instead. i must say the girls did a rather marvellous job of decorating the board. rather nice with all the black and silver thingies.

then we went off to carl's junior for dinner. omg the burgers there are huge. saw zul, hazmi and russell at the place too. =) and my ex acs classmates. =X ben ee looked so different!! and david chua as well. ahah. mmhm. i love the burgers there. they are soo wonderfully nice and big. and i take THIRTY whole minutes to finish one, as opposed to my TEN or FIFTEEN minutes for a BK / Macs burger. we were basically "chilling" literally, cos it was so cold i had to borrow rui's jacket... brrr. must remmb to bring jacket if i wanna go there next time.

fri had open house in the morning. which was quite fun. had to do fencing and rp stuff as well. dressed up as a retro man albeit not very retro, hence not very successful. then we had lots of fun playing squash, before meeting aloysius 45 minutes late for pool.. lolx. played many games, and lost everygame except two, it was a case of either tyco by opponent, suayness becos of hitting white ball and black ball in, or just plain lousy partners *hint hint* hahah jk. quite fun.. played until aloy had to leave for french.. tell u skip still dun want.

then we went down to taka to eat @ some pepper house thingy. quite nice!! it was beef on hotplate and u get to cook it like at seoul garden that kind.. hahha. cheap thrill but fun. SOMEONE was so nice as to comment that le petite garcon could eat faster than me damn it. wads wrong with eating slowly. its the enjoyment of the food.

today had a whole day of rehearsals, felt so tired after rehearsals and painting and everything. but the blocks look really nice. lego red and lego yellow blocks.. SOOO nice set. filmed rui's stupid PW project. lol. i hope it turns out fine. at least in his opinion. cos it is fine in my opinion. at the most refilm on monday lah! =P saw a bit of ROADRUNNERS, esp the junsheng sean d scene.. awwww.. soo sweet. sean has to put his hand around js and starts molesting him.. wahahah. wad a catch for all those perverse little minds. better watch threesome! =)

thats all i suppose for tonite. brief updates on my life here and there. and just to add, i had a nice little dream last night. =) dreamt about my fantasy life...

i would like to thank the following people for helping me out during my promotional examinations, in no order of preference.

My mother, for giving me a bottle of Essence of Chicken once every god-knows-how-many days, thus giving me the ecstasy of being filled with chicken essence and be able to have a bird brain to concentrate very hard during the exam period. She also fetched me to school in the S car when i couldnt wake up early enough on my exam days, hence giving me that extra 5 minutes of sleep, and 5 minutes of extra concentration...

My hairstylist, for giving me a makeover everyday despite having mussed up hair that stick out in all directions. it was this trend in exam periods that people started wearing specs and having disgusting uncombed unstyled hair that has thus become much more fashionable and the norm, in my opinion, in RJC.

My trustworthy contact lenses who give me absolutely no problem, cos i can wear them in 20 secs flat, 10 sec for each eye... 30 sec if they're dirty, hence saving me trouble of having to wake up 10 min earlier, as that was the case when i first started wearing contacts. gawd.

My pencil case, for supplying the unlimited supply of blanco, ink, ruler, pencil, lead, even compass etc to draw nice circles for irritating maths. =X and of course my calculator, after i repaired it, it hasnt malfunctioned once since. =) which is of course a good thing.

My bestest fren RUI, for teaching me PHYSICS GRAVITATION and thus allowing me to ace that question with a 10/10 score in PHYSICS Section B. If not for u, i think i wouldnt have scored A for physics. really thanks alot. appreciated the fact that hey u actually came down and taught me physics on day, when u could have obviously said no and refused and went home to sleep or mug etc. =)

My bestest fren WEI, for bombarding me with questions from all FOUR different subjects, at like any time of the night and making me scamper to my room and take out the notes to explain. i.e. during dinner time. lol. and having to answer questions that i've not really revised yet. =X and even jumbling up my maths revision schedule as u wanted the answer to a question, despite me not having touched maths yet. this has resulted in a slimmer and more alert me, due to all that scampering, as well as a constant revision and keeping me on my toes.. =)

My fren in church Mr POHTATO, for making me play dota with him, and celebrate his birthday on the friday and saturday before my chemistry promotional exam which was on the MONDAY of that following week. must have made me mugg like shit. =) lol. and constantly reminding me to sleep early despite having stayed up to watch stupid korean drama serials until 130am and 300am on the day before bio exam. =X

My fren up there for providing me with wisdom and good health as well as the answering of prayers of the many who have been faithfully praying for me...

Trier Lau for smsing "all the best for your promos" or wtte (words to that effect, i learnt it from bio answer scheme. grr.) and hence allowing me to be inspired to do better. hahaha.

Yup. thats about all. if i've happened to miss you out, pls leave your name and contact number on my tagboard and i'll get back to you shortly.

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Current Standings:
1.Physics
Paper 1 MCQ: 28/30
Paper 2 Structured: 31/40
Paper 3 Essay: 26/40
Total - 85/110 = 77.3%
Comments: Damn. Second in class after Ben Tay who got 86/110 after arguing with Dave Sim for marks, which is shitty. but i argued with dave sim for marks too.. making me shitty also. so i shant say anything.. ahha.

2. Chemistry
Paper 1 MCQ: 11/15
Paper 2 Structured: 27/30
Paper 3 Essay: 24/30
Total - 62/75 = 82.6%
Comments: Not too bad, but it was the norm for the cohort with 55% As... i dunno how well i did as in class standings cos i wasnt there when jeanne tan announced. but kinda pleased. and i got full marks for Hess' Law question... great improvement from MCQ in commontests tho.

3. Biology
Paper 1 MCQ: 26/30
Paper 2 Structured: 27/50
Paper 3 Essay: 17/20
Total - 70/100 = 70.0%
Comments: Killer Paper 2. Like wad a certain bio teacher said, sections A and C were very well done, however, the second part was out to kill. it would be good to pass. and since i passed, i'm good? =) hahaha. anyway, i think it was damn hard, so i'm proud to have argued for an A. i think that some teachers are very bitchy and prissy when it comes to mark giving. they are SO stingy to the point that 1/2 a mark is not giveable. and others, comment on my english when i think mines better than hers. there was an eventual catfight cum bitching session, which ended in me making a resolution that i'll hate her for life. damn u. i still can get A without your 1/2 mark for ur genetics question. ugh. 3rd or 4th in class btw.

4. Mathematics
Total - 80/100 = 80.0%
Comments: not that well done, could have done better. got faulted on some presentation mistakes and i think i must work harder on time management and brain power. could have been partly due to the fact i slept late the night before. but nevertheless, i'm proving chiew peng wrong. dropped from 3rd position in CTs to a 6th. but yea.. will be back soon. =)

I think i'm quite pleased with my results. first time i got 4As, despite the fact that 70% of the effort was spent doing the paper and 30% was spent arguing for marks. that aunty was fighting with me about english larh. bitch. =X so irritating. actually i think the percentage for fighting for marks was less, i didnt even fight for my chem, physics and maths papers. it was only bio that i needed 3 marks desperately to get an A... so maybe its 90%:10% energy ratio. lol.. =) having RP meeting soon..

i'll be damn busy tonight. still have PW slides and script to do. along with my chem Solubility Equilibria tutorial to do.. uGHHHH. =X



told u i was bored.

i am so bored. which may be or may not be a good thing. its bad for my brains.. but aiyar. once in a while must relax rite.. =X not that i've not been relaxing. but like wad rui said, this IS our honeymoon period. this short span of dunno how many weeks. anyway, i've got things starting to come up already. and holidays are slowly but surely filling up, then theres still the dreaded AO Jap and PW oral presentation.. plus RP's production. btw, heres a little advert:

Raffles Players' presents THREESOME!
Date: 4th November 2005 (Fri)
Time: 730pm
Venue: RJC, LT2

Tickets @ $7. Drop me an sms to book ur tix or u can buy it from the canteen booth on monday. =) its not free seating so get ur seats quick. and its the best deal in town. cmon. ur getting three plays for the price of one. three entertaining plays including one about sex.. =) major selling point huh.

anyway. back to my blogging. next week starting night rehearsals and dropping scripts soon. have to work that rusty brain up. and its so cranky. but hey rehearsals are fun. i've gotta be a puppet! and a robot and a machine and god-noes-what. and i think the character i play will appeal very much to someone. its almost a mirror. =P i've told you abt it already.. so yea. just wait and see.

and theres fencing training resuming! YAYYAYAYAYAYY!! gonna take up my sword again, after such a long hiatus. and beat the shit out of the others. muaahah. ok. such arrogance. but its gonna be fun. being able to fence again. yea!

a host of interesting activities lined up next week. night rehearsals. plus the getting back of dreaded papers. if thats anything but interesting. maybe a sadistic pleasure, but i guess. u've gotta get it back sooner or later. my worst has already come.. so it doesnt matter. =P

yup thats abt it. nites. and tag pls. its getting quiet...

hah. the world's coming to an end and retribution, not evil or ju-on or wads that girls name.. Samsara, is going coming full circle. for you reap what you sow. =) ok. people are getting dumber and dumber by the day though. for people often resort to cheap thrill methods of posting just to seek responses from others. my god get a life. attention seeking whore which usually means ugly fat whore tooo..

battle plans. to conquer chemistry: successful. 82.6% for chemistry. which isnt a mean feat. but i'm very proud of myself. the other two, jap and GP, with a 52.1% and 60.5% respectively, are OK... but not exactly fabulous or anything. but accceptable by my standards.

i'm particularly turned off. really. how disgusting... umm. can a toilet bowl be? wait i'm not making coherent sense. ah. its just for my enjoyment. squirm pls. such a useless bugger. fruits of labour are raining down from heaven like manna, those who have sowed good will reap good. those who have been sneaky will not get anything good out of it... seeing the prophecy fulfill before my eyes. a miracle.

todays physics wasnt such a killer. or was it. i actually found it simple. but i might have gotten everything wrong.. so i guess. i dunno.. but i thot it was ok.. =X maybe i'm over confident.

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the dreaded voice channelled into his medulla. Madame Okkkkseeelations was the next challenger, coupled with her group of unstraight minions, which formed the fee-sicks Department. brandishing her long black whip meant for carrying out physics experiments and twirling her hair, which was in fact just a tangly mess of keratin above her disproportionately sized head, she swaggered forward, unable to carry herself very well.

"i see that you have gotten past our chemistry department..." she said with a smile. "but your journey ends here..." she whipped the floor. a spray of dust exploded. she whipped it again.. another spray of dust. yet she continued doing it, at a rhythmic pace.. what in the world was she doing?!

he looked up. he saw the teacher, infamously known as the S. why was he called the S, he didnt know. But one thing he knew, he was not straight. "Dun even think of taking my S..." he paused, "paper". Dressed in black leather and holding a flagellated cat-o-nine-tails in his right hand, he steadily advanced, putting his foot gingerly one before the other. meanwhile, that silly woman was still whipping the dust..

another voice appeared in his head this time, that of his childish physics tutor, "no need to think so much, just eliminate the possibilities then can get answer already." hmm.. wad could he use to fight against the S. it looked so inviting. yet he must not give into temptation. behind that deceitful S was a potholed demon. he would have u use something that S detested.. something straight.

yes. he got it. he remembered that light travelled in a straight line... aiming his laser pointed at point between S's legs.. he burnt a hole straight, wait that was not possible, through his black leather out through his ass. :X ouchie. S moaned in half pain half pleasure being the SM freak he was.. and ran off like a sissy.

suddenly the room was vibrating.. ugh. resonance. the room was vibrating at the natural frequency of the whipping of madame okkkkseeeelation. he must find a way to stop her.. how could he distract her? taking out his bus pass, he threw it at her foot. afterall, he defied all laws of physics. why was that so?

gravitational force was defined as GMm/r^2, G = 6.67 X 10^-11, the masses of both his face and madame okkkkseeeeeelation was small, even smaller was the radius between them. however, he was SO attractive.. and she gravitated towards him, unable to help herself from his boyish charms. the eyes... they were the source of his attractiveness. she lost her concentration for that one moment, and he dashed forward, grabbing the whip..

that was the end of madame okkkkkseeelations. never to be seen again. he throttled her with her own whip and strung her up to the ceiling, oscillating, to and fro.. until eternity.

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tmrs the biology department. the wisest amongst the three. how would he fare against the cock, the light-independent and the genie?

a lil breather from the suffocating atmosphere of having mugged too much physics. a recount of what happened in the sports hall today.

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he stared at the paper intently, beads of perspiration forming on his furrowed brows. despite the aircon blasting above, the beads fell onto the paper. drop by drop. still he stared. armed with a calculator in hand, and a flexi curve in the other, he fought the demonic intent of the chemistry department, with their infamous motto, "Conficio, Eneco, Consumo - kill, destroy, finish." he was a valiant knight by birth with supple soft skin, yet wearied by the nights of mugging the secret manuals of La-Ch'imie, under the soft glow of his midnight lamp.

"fi vemo remin u tes.." he heard the ancient curse that plagued all valiant knights channelled by the shrivelled Byhess'law chemistry teacher who was floating above him. It thundered into his ear drums. It burned. He knew that once five minutes was up, the fi vemo remin u tes curse would take effect and he would perish. Cackling away she broke all her van der waal's forces and disapparated. She left him to die...

suddenly, the angelic voice of BL-inky tinkled in his head. with the usual warm blink blink shake shake greeting. BL-inky reminded him that the manual of La-Ch'imie stated, using the art of sto'ch'ometry, he could break the bond between himself and the demonic department, releasing an explosively exothermic amount of energy. thus he stared harder and harder at the paper, channelling every atom, electron, neutron and proton in his body towards it, and upon utterance of the most powerful chemical equation by Le Chatelier's Princple, the paper in front of him spontaneously combusted.

Exhausted, he collapsed onto the floor... for now he rests, until tomorrow, where he will face the sadistic unstraight physics department, famed for its okkseelation and gravitational powers.

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i think i'm very bored. ugh.

tomorrow marks the beginning of the end of promos. =) wish me luck.

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Ingredients to makes a Stunning Promotional Examination.

1. Stare at 1/4 cup full of chemistry powder till it explodes.
2. Get physical with the mixture and whip it into shape.
3. Add two teasopoons of Biological proteins full of zinc and calories.
4. Bake it at 3.1415 X 10^2 degrees for 3 hours.

And you'll get your stunning results for promos after accomplishing this feat. One note of caution, dun try this at home.. do it in school.

from weiweis blog, which was from shumins blog...

At this time you are feeling 'uptight' and you are urgently in need of rest and relaxation; but perhaps even more than that you need to overcome that feeling that you have been 'hard done by' and treated with a complete lack of consideration. Maybe you have, but whatever may have been the cause of your inherent anxiety, you regard the situation as intolerable. You are, however, sufficiently competent to turn that situation around - you have overcome similar problems in the past, and really this one isn't too different.

Rejection is what you fear the most and it is this fear that makes you unapproachable. You are looking for acknowledgement and above all looking for people who can appreciate you for who and what you are.

You are not an argumentative sort of person and 'rather than fight - you'd switch' (an old cigarette ad cliche). But when you try to assert yourself - as sometimes you may try to do - you meet with so much resistance and effrontery that manifests itself so obviously that you become hurt, indignant and resentful. So in order to have peace and quiet you tend to become inhibited. You keep it all to yourself but deep down, you 'feel' and 'hurt' a lot.

You are pretending that the situation around you doesn't matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress. The existing situation is disagreeable. You feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own. You want to be above the standard of mediocrity and this need to be needed and that need to need has almost become an obsession. You are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge. You would really like to tell the world how great you are but no, you are holding back because you feel that your peers may treat you with contempt. This is a great pity because you have in fact a unique quality of character, but the continual restraint that you impose on yourself makes you suppress this need for others and you pretend you don't really care. You treat those who criticise you with contempt. However, to be honest, beneath this assumption of indifference you really long for the approval and esteem of others.

You are presently experiencing excessive stress as a result of self-restraint. You act and think differently from the common herd and you want to be liked and admired for yourself and to associate with people who feel and act as you do. Because of this need to be self-reliant and to break away from mediocrity, you are finding this situation most uncomfortable and you are experiencing considerable anxiety - perhaps even more than you feel the capacity to cope with. You need to find a 'soul mate', someone whose standards are as high as your own - but where? Keep on searching... The situation is uncomfortable and you would like to break away from it, but you refuse to compromise with your opinions. You are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of necessary decisions. You are stubborn but this is no deterrent to a happy life, so why drop your standards. Think positively, everything will work out. It has worked out successfully for you in the past and it will again in the future.

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21.august.1988
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