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the sound of waves,
lapping the shore.
just like the songs you used to sing.
the gentle breeze,
caressing my face.
reminds me of you.
i see the sunset,
with your head on my shoulders.
your hand in mine,
we would have been so happy.
together.

just had a lesson on etiquette. can be summarised into a few headings:

1. walk properly.
2. talk properly.
3. sit properly.

well. i'll try. i dun say it'll be a comeplete success. but hey, at least i score points under the effort column k.

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yesterday was SUCH a hectic day. ended school at like 330pm, rushed down to the canteen, then sat there for a while, until adeline came out from her class, then we trooped down to orchard to get gifts for the fencing teachers. i met nat on the bus today, she said that last year the students didnt even get gifts for them larh. and this year we bought 3 books from kino, averaging around 24bux each. but the fencing fund is rich, so oh well. hope the teachers like it.

after that, went for dinner with the moks after their french exam. dinner was with adeline, rui and wei at delifrance. it was quite weird having one girl + three guys at the table, but it was quite fun. had interesting talk abt stuff after dinner. just sat down and talked nonsense for half an hour @ the taka delifrance. left to get the remainder of the cards and presents. mrs tay got a big pink hairy round pig from them lor. wahaha. spastic. =P

we made our way down to ps. but mok had to go home, so they left, and adeline followed me down to trumpet praise @ PS to get a cup for ET. then searched high and low under bookmarks, and finally found a bookmark that said eunice on it. =) was elated. but the cup seemed so empty. so we went all the way up to minitoons, bought a lil stuffed toy and put it inside with the mug. feeling all satisfied, we trudged home.

todays teacher day celebrations were soso. didnt get to see many of my teachers mainly cos i didnt prepare prezzies for them. either no time, or cos werent too close to them.. yupz. then ended up playing tennis @ ri for like 2 hours. at first with aloy, rui and wei. then nana and shawn joined in. shawn was not too bad.. :P hahaha. thought it was his first time. yea. nana has nice shots! not nice SHORTS, but nice SHOTS. he plays like aloysius though.. all the slicing and dicing and dunno wad. hehe.

left for lunch @ cafe cartel. the woman was so stupid. we said we wanted 4 set lunches. so halfway through the thing, they came over ans aaid they only had 1 set lunch left and wanted us to top up the money to get something else. then after we decided wad we wanted, their person came over to say that they had their thing again. so spastic rite. terrible service lor. *dirty look* bleh. never going back there again. halfway through, a throng of ppl came over. they actually wanted to watch a movie. siao. so tired lor..

so in the end, nobody watched and we all went home. =) sleeeep time! zzzzzz.

tmrs the beginning of a 3-day week. a good thing or bad thing i dont know... but i do noe that its time to start mugging. promos are just round the corner. pesta sukan has ended. most of the things that i'm looking forward to has ended. yupz. so i guess, its time to get into the mood of studying. i really dun wanna do badly for my promos this time. i guess S-papers are highly impt. so yea.. work hard.

tmrs a long day. finished 2 of my bio tutorial questions, cos some copy cat doesnt wanna do and wants to kope all my answers.. =X and umm. yea. theres jap tmr. :X i'll be getting back my jap script. hope i've done ok.. yupz. =) hahaha.

today marked momentous event in my life. no i didnt get married. neither did i impregnate some weird girl off the street. it was pesta sukan, the second fencing competition we took part in..

i'm kinda pissed actually.. we lost the competition because of 2 points. sigh. afterall the hard work we've put in in the front parts, all to be wasted. WASTED. i repeat. WASTED. reuben, alvin and zhengyi were in one team, and since zhengyi took the form, he just happily put 1, 2 and 3 down. i mean.. it did seem common sensical to just anyhow write down the numbers of ur players randomly, not really random actually, cos 1 is the lousiest and 3 is the anchor, but i thought that more thought should have been given?

nvermind. maybe cos i'm sour that we lost. but hey. who wouldnt be. the final score was 43-45. we were in fact leading... i.e. me and alvin pulled us up into winning positions. after me, the score was 35-33. atter alvin, the score was 40-39, but in the end we lost 43-45. i'm not blaming anybody cos its definitely nobodys fault.. but yea. i dunno. just kinda sad we were so close to winning.. argh. maybe the ARRANGEMENT of the team DID matter afterall... bleh.

sad things aside, after analysing the competition scores, i realised that i scored the most number of points! =) hahahaha. out of the 43 points, 18 were scored by me... 18 / 43 = 41.860465116279069767441860465116% wow!~ thats a fabulous score. alvin wasnt too bad. he score 17... yea. =) hehehe.. in terms of points given out, i wasnt too good, but wasnt too bad either. gave out 15 points, whereas alvin gave out 14.. yupz. just wanna say thanks to all our team mates. i noe everyone tried, but i quote a favourite phrase from a friend of mine. "sometimes trying is not enough.." oh well. my sentiments exactly.

onward to novices then. i hope i get to have a better team then. bleargh.

its been quite a while since i blogged. the whole weeks been really tiring. everyday seemed so long and strenous and required so much of my energy and effort to pull my way through. started the week bad, but hey, theres a silver lining at the back of every cloud, so i guess everythings alright for me now, albeit my dark eye circles and rather droopy eyelids with eyeballs that cant seem to focus on the computer screen. a brief recap of the things that happened this week:

monday: got a few more prezzies to my list. cliques present - 1 wallet, 1 pinky-red mirror with glitter stars, a tube of "happy birthday". shumin gave me the sex for dummies miniature version. wenwei gave me a happy house turtle with a rattle inside. weiwei FINALLY gave me my card. had RP3 presentation on taking over the world. quite successful, cos i think the peepz liked it. skipped jap. EOM due.

tuesday: mok passed me ETs present! it was a cross that i could hang on my phone.. its way cool. bluish green on black on a silver cross. wow. trier + rongsiu + charissa gave me a monkey cos i was very sad that whole week. thanks alot.. =) zig zag will be in good hands. we watched the beginning of the SEPET show, which was a malaysian movie during GP. very nice...

wednesday: RP3 stuff + written report due. didnt submit though... cos was too lazy to print. told mun yeong to print on today instead. i'm such a slave driver.

thursday: trier's bdae. u see. i had a whole day spelt out for u... =P

friday: maths tutorial test + bio SPA. a rather relaxing day.. had those two, finished up the GP movie today.. it was so touching. in the end the guy died for the girl.. sigh. why do shows always have to end this way.. =( cant they live happily ever after. i guess its the sorrowful ending that adds to the beauty of it all. at lunch @ ri, then went home! =) oh and happy bdae mingjun!!! =) happy 14th birthday!

tts abt all. will update more specifically next time.. =)

Part Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

Part Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

this birthday has been very memorable for me. it could mean either way, bad or good or otherwise. of course i must really thank those who have given me nice nice bdae prezzies, i.e. those that either did not give me a bdae prezzie or those who got me something but it wasnt nice, go bang ur head against the nearest wall now! hahaha. nah joking. all those who got me prezzies, no matter how big, no matter how small, i really appreciate it k?

got a few more prezzies from a few ppl today, must thank you guys for making this bdae so memorable. i'll go in chronological order..

to wenwei: thanks for ur happy house turtle or tortoise =) its quite cute and has the rattle inside. quite surprised that u actually rmbed! and its quite a pleasant surprise, so yea.. no harm getting an extra prezzie. althought i must say that people do think that happy house stuff is inclined towards girls. but i shall choose to think that u didnt noe that.. but still thanks anyway! =)

to aloysius: thanks for the book. i think i really need it now.. tho i was quite shocked when i saw the title, the scandal of grace. hahaha. i think its gonna be quite a good book. havent gotten to reading it yet, but yea.. i will soon. =) thanks alot. and yea.. aloysius u've been a real nice guy. yea. dunno why, but u seem to be rather nice nowadays. or maybe i just didnt notice it earlier, still thanks for ur prezzie!

to shumin: wahahah. so much for ur "i think u'll be able to use it" and u handed me this black plastic bag which i thot contained some sex toy or condom-like thingies.. oh well. thank goodness the cover thing said BORDERS. and i didnt noe what it was until i took it out of the plastic bag and it was the miniature SEX FOR DUMMIES! wahahah.. yea. somehow i've gotten to reading that book before aloysius'... wonder why. i've actually finished it.. maybe the tips will come in handy *wink* but thanks alot anyway for remembering! =) hahah. i'll have to stash it away from the prying eyes of my mother.

to charissa and rongsiu: my dearest clique mates. thanks so much for your wonderful girly gifts. i was quite rather shocked when i actually saw Part I larh.. i was like omg. u all waste money buy this kind of nonsense for me.. heng ah. it wasnt for me in the end. =) in the end my dearest b2 - charissa and b3 - rongsiu gave me a red mirror with charissa's fabric paint scrawled all over it. it read "mirror mirror on the wall, aint i the prettiest of them all." thot it would have been more suitable for chenwei. but thanks girls for the wonderful wallet. really like it.. but i'm still contemplating very hard whether i shud change my wallet. kinda used to my old one already.... =P

tts abt all for bdaes.

wanna say a big thank you to my church mates also. really. you guys made this bdae the most memorable and the most wonderful impact on me. u guys really rock and i can just feel the love spilling out from each and everyone of ur hearts while u guys were celebrating for me.. yea. tho i wont go into specifically naming wad u guys did, i just wanna say u guys really did a great job and it was the most fun experience i've ever gotten. got stuff for u guys this sun.. *wink*

happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to reuben,
happy birthday to me!

god's blessing me now,
god's blessing me now,
god's blessing me reuben,
god's blessing me now!

HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY REUBEN!

sigh.. feeling really down today. or yesterday for that matter.

if you didnt noe, i really wanted to celebrate my bdae with you. but i guess, i cant force anybody to do things that they cant or actually do not want to.. just a simple night out. nothing too elaborate. maybe a dinner would be sufficient to make me happy. but i'll have to chuck it on the shelf and prolly wait till next year till that happens, if it even happens, because next year it will be on a monday. u'll be even busier. was it really that hard to celebrate my bdae with me? why. why. just tell me why. issit because i'm not worth ur time? or wad. ughs. is that show really that impt? truthfully. or was it because u didnt wanna go out with me.

u noe.. i do remember asking u one week ago. u said u were free. i didnt want u to commit so fast because if u really didnt want to, i dun wanna be disappointed last minute. so i rmbed telling you that just in case something crops up... yea. u noe why i always make excuses and ways out for you, to the point of actually noeing what ur thinking but just acting dumb. its because i dun wanna embarrass you. not in front of others, but yea, u understand wad i mean. guess i made my nightmare come true. i've made an excuse for u not to come because ur busy.

this birthday, or soon to be, has been a memorable one. its the most tearful birthday i've had in my 17 years of life, to the point that i actually hated it..

because u mean the world to me.

to rui: thanks for ur brown stripey shirt. dun be so down k. i'm sure it looks rather nice.. and i REALLY REALLY REALLY like the back part. its so unique. i mean how many shirts in ur life have tshirt material on them. ha. *wink* its nice. i'll try to match it with some nice bottom k? quite hard. but i promise i'll try... =)

and thanks for the card.. i really like it loads. its DEFINITELY one of its kind. "This card was made specially for one person only..." whahaha. u make me feel so special. know u spent alot of effort on it. who cares if ur artistically inclined or not, its the effort. and i rmb the flowers u stuck on the first page! they were the same ones u gave me on my bdae card in sec 2, which was red with yellow HAPPY BIRTHDAY scrawled all over it. with this ring of paper flowers around! hahaha.. some things just never change, like ur wonderful art skills. and i'm so glad that you're my best fren. thanks!

to weiwei and hulin: thanks for your FCUK shirt! its very nice.. like weiwei said, the material is really nice too. it goes well with my black quicksilver slippers. =P so i can wear them out someday together.. wahahah. it must have cost a bomb larh. charissa was saying that these shirts usually cost 50 plus. and i thot my prezzies for you two were expensive :X but thanks loads. it was really sweet of both of u.

and weiwei. i'm still waiting for my card... ahah. grr.

to adeline, joy and christine: WAH. thanks for your makeup kit. i'll be able to use it for my next drama performance huh. quite shocking and weird to see a guy have a makeup kit, but oh well. lets all be professional abt it k? DISCLAIMER: I DID NOT REQUEST FOR A MAKEUP KIT FOR MY BIRTHDAY! better not let my mum see it. she'll think i'm mad.. seriously. but yea.. i dunno. its weird. its quite wrong for guys to have makeup huh.. lol

to wendy: thanks for your quicksilver bear!! its so nice. ok it wasnt a quicksilver bear, but nevertheless, i'll always think of it as the quicksilver bear ok. its the thought that counts. to think that u actually got me a note and a bear.. thats very nice already!! =) ahahha. thank you so much! =)

and to all those who have yet to pass me ur presents. please do so by Monday, the 22nd of august. Deadline: 22nd August. or else... =P

i hate my birthday. everythings gone. everything. broken. have u ever thought of how i felt?

three more days. it just seems like a fairy tale. everythings gonna come around so soon and end so soon.. i dunno whats gonna happen. really. and i'm very scared. i dun wanna noe.. yea. if u get what i mean. i really dun even noe wad i'm saying. but i guess. time will tell. and i'm in a horrible mood now. touchy and scared and everything.. theres so much to be stressed about and the worst is gonna be found out soon. i've prepared myself already. but yea.. i dunno. things may or may not work out. i dunno. i really dunno and i dun wanna think abt it.

i realised that i've got so little time for self-reflection nowadays. dunno why. yea.. but after i came back from auditions for RP (again), i just lay-ed (or issit lay) on my bed and started thinking of alot of things. and the house just seemed so serene at the point in time because there wasnt anybody at home and it was just me, and my thoughts.

i asked myself. what did i want out of jc life. i wanted frens. i wanted 4As. but in the buzz of so many things, how much of either can i achieve? i didnt wanna look on the down side of things, but i dunno if i can get a scholarship overseas. who wants to be left behind when u've sent all your frens off to the states, UK, aussieland etc. my parents arent too rich. so if i dun get a scholarship, i'll stay in sg i guess.

just a few hours ago, i passed my progress report to my mum. is it because we live in an asian society, praise doesnt come often? despite my stunning performance in maths, 61/70 = 87% (of which nothing was mentioned), i was asked if i wanted tuition for my gp and chem and even bio. which i got B, C, B for respectively. i'm not sure. they didnt see the As probably? blinded. i've never been acknowledged. they think i'm weak in those. but do they know chem and maths are my favourite subjects? did they ask why i did so badly? no. they assumed that i did badly cos i just sucked @ those subj.

and onto my bdae. i think it was 1 day ago or sumthing my mum popped her annual question in chinese "your birthday is coming, is there anything that you want?" well. of course it came with my annual answer "no, nothing." parents will always be parents. kids will always be kids. parents will never understand their kids. isnt it every's child wish to receive a prezzie from their parents every year? i really wouldnt want anything elaborate. i dun need expensive gifts at all. gifts dun need to be expensive, its the thought and the appreciation of how much that person noes u that makes a gift special. havent they realisd over the years that i simply adore stuffed toys. but i guess, they wont buy anything for me this year again, as with the past 4 or 5 years? *shrugs*

i guess theres nothing to be disappointed about when i noe that my heart has already gone cold and weary. theres nothing to look forward to except tt maybe my mum said that she would bring all of us out for dinner on friday cos my dads at home. supposed to eat crabs. yet i'm not even sure of the plans or particularly keen about it. sigh. maybe they'll forget. i hope they'll forget. i dun wish to add disruptions to the lives of people. i'm just another ordinary kid who craves the love of people around him, but never receives it.

as for others, everyones been in a rather foul mood these few days. cant blame them. its the stress of studying for this for that for week nine, the dreaded week nine.

sometimes i wonder to myself, what significance does a birthday have to those whom you are close to. from any birthday bois perspective, he would want to celebrate it with the people who are close to him, e.g family, closer frens, because these people have made an impact on his life and it is right for him to naturally wanna share the joy with those around him.

as for the people close to him, does a birthday mean just spending a whole lot of money? what is money without the heart. maybe to YOU, birthday is a money spending spree, i dunno. maybe its an obligation for you to get me a bdae prezzie. but you know, its really the thought that counts. its about just enjoying the time spent together, maybe just idling around school, sitting down talking nonsense in J8. it really makes a difference.

maybe i'm asking for a bit too much. afterall, week 9 is a blardy busy week. all that i ask from u is to celebrate my birthday with me. is that not within ur capabilities. if until now, a birthday is seen as an obligation to the birthday boi, then i dunno, is it sincere? will it haunt ur conscience? how would the person feel if you went for a birthday party because you HAD to be there, not because you wanted to be there. its hurts.

maybe you're too busy. maybe everyones too busy. ryshing about their schoolwork, tests etc. paper chase they call it. i dun dare to ask you again. i dun wanna get rejected. life's never fair. the one who got rejected only a few times is able to act as if he doesnt care for his clos frens anymore. yet despite my being rejected, i still try. issit because i'm thick skinned? issit because i'm desperate? no. its because i do not wish to see a frenship collapse again. and i would do anything and everything to maintain it, at any costs, even to the point of tearing down my face to ask?

i am human too. i've got feelings, the same heart that pumps the same blood that runs through you is the same as the one in me. i'm not cold blooded. but u can always give a nonchalant look because maybe i've been taken for granted. but i dun really care. as long as we can be like this forever.

the best birthday present you could give me is your time. sigh. nites. will you?

a few pieces of good news today.

our clique has a name. now the IN-thing seems to be naming cliques. mok has his "7evens" which in my humble opinion sounds really terrible. but shush. we shant mention it infront of him. thereafter bio lecture today or was it chem, they decided to turn each of their clique members into a deadly s!n. :X so yay. there are 7even deadly s!ns around. but i've always been thinking, how come there must be a perfect sin. afterall, we noe that the bible uses symbols and 7even happens to be representative of perfection. hence why perfect sin? dunno. think it was invented by the catholic church. no mention at all in our protestant bibles.

i deviate. my clique is now called B.cube. =) haahah. sounds nice rite. charissa was SO nice to think of it. and what it stands for, Bitch.Bastard.Bimbo i'm the bitch, charissa's the bastard and rongsius the B-!-M-B, bimbo. and stupid charissa is fighting with me for the B1 role. cos we're b1, b2 and b3. and so hey, since it was reuben's clique, rightfully I shud be b1 right? plus i even won a scissors-paper-stone game which she denied to be of any use in deciding the positions. dunno her larh. but at least she was nice enuff to design this small little photo thing which i can put into my wallet along with my other clique photo! =) yayaa!

RP. i'm no longer doing lizard in the loo, cos its such a stupid script. now we've moved on to some hour long cheena-flashbackhere-flashbackthere script. :X but its quite a nice script. havent finished reading yet. if i'm not wrong, auditions are on this wed and argh. must read the whole thing before going. i do hope i get the male role i want this time. there happens to be 2 male roles in the script. one of the male lead - which has a thousand and one lines + 70% stage time. or this reverend baines or something which prolly has 30 sec stage time. i'm reading the beginning of act 2 now, and the reverend has JUST appeared. HMMM.

funny thing tt happened during lecture. chenwei was seated next to charissa at the back of chem lecture. guess wad. he attracted so much attention to himself that the chem lecturer, who happened to be his chem tutor, who was in a bad mood, decided that he should move back to his class and not sit with charissa. so he made chenwei stand up and move back to his seat. mind you. there were 1200++ eyes all fixated on him, not tt hes very good looking or wad, but i think yea.. u get the point. poor chenwei. even poorer charissa. wahahah..

week 9s gonna be hectic. i'll be damn busy. bdae in 6 days.. :) yay!

Ultra - Shattered Dreams Lyrics

So much for your promises They died the day you let me go
Caught up in a web of lies But it was just too late to know
I thought it was you who would stand by my side
And now you've given me, given me
Nothing but shattered dreams, shattered dreams
Feel like I could run away, run away
From this empty heart
You said you'd die for me
Woke up to reality And found the future not so bright
I dreamt the impossible That maybe things could work out right
I thought it was you who would do me no wrong
And now you've given me, given me
Nothing but shattered dreams, shattered dreams
Feel like I could run away, run away
From this empty heart
You've given me, given me
Nothing but shattered dreams, shattered dreams
Feel like I could run away, run away
From this empty heart
From this empty heart
I thought it was you who said you'd die for love
And now you've given me, given me
Nothing but shattered dreams, shattered dreams
Feel like I could run away, run away
From this empty heart
You've given me, given me
Nothing but shattered dreams, shattered dreams
Feel like I could run away, run away
From this empty heart
You said you'd die for me

oh well. the web is so cool. i just typed in shattered dreams in yahoo. and *poof* i get these results. i guess kinda feels like what i'm feeling now. but looking on the bright side. SEVEN days to my birthday. SEVEN days to my birthday. everything feels so surreal now. but time passes so quick. it'll be over before i know it. just wanna have a memorable seventeenth birthday. but i guess, its only MY birthday. i'm not some big shot or anything whatsoever, what right do i have to demand for others to celebrate it ANYWAY. knew these things were gonna creep in on me sooner or later. but yea. live and let live. its never right to demand for ppl to do unto you what you have done unto them. sometimes you can just hope and keep your fingers crossed. but now. it all seems like nothing. nothing but a shattered dream.

hmm. got shoes, got slippers.. now i move on. wad else shud i get soon. i've got a soon to be 1 year old converse bag that has yet to be used. its still very nice.. bought by my church frens last year.. its light blue and everything. 11 more days and it would be 1 years old! =) heehhe. and i need a shoe bag soon. :X i'll have nice shoes to carry and wear! yay. so proud of myself.

tmrs gonna be a school day again. fencing or jap? every thursday i'm at a dilemma again. i'm always at a dilemma every thursday. but these few weeks i have not been going already. sometimes its holidays, other times its movie screenings, then jap got cancelled because of the kobe students etc. so i've not seen shioya's face for a long time. but hey thats a good thing.. and who wants to see shioya's face ANYWAY.

and pohyun. u're just jealous cos i didnt have school todae.. BLEH. u just go cut ur hair and look like an ah beng k? dun come and disturb me when i dota cos i'm MUCH MUCH better than u. =P thrash u anyday. hehehe.

and weiwei. i wont dieeeee. not so fast. i'll die after my bdae perhaps.. HAHAHA. =) wanna get all the prezzies in the world first. then after that can die. =) and even if i die, u better get me a grand funeral. i want the biggest coffin with diamond studs etc. and u'll all walk around me and honour me for 20 years and build a mausoleum for me or sumthing.. afterall. i'm the great reuben.

did a hell lot of PW todae. finished the written report draft. thought its like shit. spent like 3-4 hours on it lor.. ARGHZ. so tiring. then must do maths tmr also. blehh. vectors not yet doo.. die larh. chiew peng coming after me. i can just imagine it. but i'm too pro for her. she will still like me. muahaha.

i just read in the newspapers that this guy from korea died after playing 50 hours of computer games due to fatigue in a LANshop in korea. my goodness. i better not follow in his tracks lor. :X i dun wanna die so early. shall limit myself to maybe max 4 hours everyday now.. still need my eyes.

and since PW stuff are due this friday.. i'll better start writing my 2500 word written report. like shit liddat. i hope she gives us goood marks. :)

930pm. too early.

WAIT.

1000pm. just nice.

SOMEONES USING THE PHONE.

WAIT.

1030pm. try to do maths.

1031pm. gave up trying.

1032pm. came online.

WAIT.

1046pm. finally online.

1103pm. busy with fencing stuff.

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anyway, i love this song by Celine Dion - To Love You More.

Take me, back into the arms I love
Need me, like you did before
Touch me once again
And remember when
There was no one that you wanted more

Don't go, you know you'll break my heart
She won't, love you like I will
I'm the one who'll stay
When she walks away
And you know I'll be standing here still

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

See me, as if you never knew
Hold me, so you can't let go
Just believe in me
I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

And some way, all the love that we had can be saved
Whatever it takes, we'll find a way

Believe in me
I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

since i'm back home early today. i've decided to blog. i realised after reading all my blog entries, some of them are terribly thought provoking. hence a little subtle disclaimer here to all who read my blog that reuben is a fictitious tale spinner and most of his blog entries are rarely true. the YOU referred to in my blogs are usually little imps whom of course, you all, without supernatural magic powers like mine, cannot see, so don't bother asking who i'm referring to. and my mood swings are time-linked (as opposed to sex linked), hence it is no point asking me if i'm ok at 7pm when i wrote a blog entry at 7am 10 days before.. =) ahahah. and i'll usually be fine, so dun worry.

my blog is meant for CERTAIN readers only.. *frown frown* those who THINK they read my blog and that i do not know, of course u're very wrong.. i'm ABSOLUTELY sure about who reads my blog, thanks to hi-tech gizmos nowadays. =) muahaha. so yea.. dun worry, if u dun have a guilty conscience reading my blog, i'm sure u are allowed to. sometimes i DO write entries for those who arent supposed to read my blog too. =) count urself lucky. and for the specific entries, i'm very sure the little imps know when i'm talking about them =)

school ended early today. came back at this.. weird hour because fencing was cancelled. no hall, no indoor gym = no fencing = go home. franc!s lau was also not in school today, so no GP. =) umm. PE was tennis. it was SO shitty. couldnt even play properly. ended up having like 6-8 ppl on one court trying to "play tennis" with a meddlesome teacher who thought weiwei's slicing was a "negative demonstration" - in her own words. but me and rui were FINE. *see the disparity??* =P anyway, had fun today. thought i could have fencing after so long, but aiyar, nvm larh. just have to wait till thu.

bio lect test tmr. 40MCQs. i better beat HMMM.. =P i'll study hard, but i dunno, since you're so good at memorising and regurgitation. i think u'll have an upper hand.. just u wait. grrr. lol.

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