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the sound of waves,
lapping the shore.
just like the songs you used to sing.
the gentle breeze,
caressing my face.
reminds me of you.
i see the sunset,
with your head on my shoulders.
your hand in mine,
we would have been so happy.
together.

oh man. its been eons since i last blogged. so i shall. lets just talk abt yesterday and today shall we. =)

yesterday i was RUDELY awakened by a telephone call in the morning. only to realise that i was late for daisy rehearsals. one hour to be exact. but oh well. i rushed down, nothing much actually. they only needed me for one scene ANYWAY. bleh. so full of crap. nvm. daisy sux..

after that it was tennis with rui, weiwei, hulin and aloy. it was quite fun.. rui played wei. i thot rui would win cos he wont the first game and was so confident after that. but confidence was of little use, wei took the rest to win 6-1.. ahahah. damn. misplaced my bet.

me vs wei after that. 6-2 i think. i lost. duhhh. the last game was so funny. he was up 40-0 and hey. he was supposed to take it at a love game, but the last shot he tried some weird and funny move that OF COURSE was of little use against me. so i got that point 40-15. but he came up with an ace and took the set. not bad.

it was then aloy + me vs hulin + somone. cant rmb if it was rui or wei. but i noe we lost.. HAHAH. nvm. it was destined to lose ANYWAY. then we played me + rui vs hulin and wei. it wasnt too bad, each of us had 1 game each.. then suddenly hulin sprained something. or pulled something. seemed quite bad. his whole foot was cramping up and he couldnt "unstretch" cos it was hurting like mad. in the end he sat out and aloy took his position. well. needless to say, we won 6-3 after that. ahahah. =)

end of tennis. went up to bathe, sat around awhile, went to thomson plaza to eat BK and then went off to candy florist to get our flowers. got a nice bouquet of sunflowers and stuff for JOY cos she wanted it. the rest we bought juberas or dunno how u spell it larh.. bleh. and i bought 10, wei + rui bought 10 + 3 sunflowers for christine, and hulin bought 10. ended up paying 40 bucks for everything + the bouquet. didnt noe flowers were so ex... BLEH.

but i tell u. dance night was SPECTACULAR. honourable mentions to sherry! my wonderful ogl and one of the best dancers in there. hide and her sizzling hot latin dance moves.. =) joy, tapping her way to all the guys and girls hearts out there. cos she played a guy in the dance. and man.. was she good. just look at those legs.. lolx. the rest werent too bad larhh. dance nite was AWESOME. i would have gone to watch it again... =) looking forward to next year.

then after that, it rained like shit, so my mum had to come fetch me.

todae was kinda boring, church, then went out with them to orchard to look @ slippers and stuff. in the end we were loitering around takashimaya to eat stuff cos huili was hungry and they bought tori-q, tako pachi, some italian ice-cream, etc. all quite nice food. until i saw something, that made me not feel like eating or watching them eat anymore.. ahhaha. its actually quite funny thinking about it.

there was this tall guy with this girl. both were quite good looking actually, hot guy + cute babe. the thing was that, the guy was wearing this translucent white long pants, it was on purpose i think. cos it was VERY thin. the material was SO thin u could see the colour of the skin, like the kind rui was wearing on dance nite, just that it was EVEN thinner and it was more translucent cos it was one colour, white. lo and behold, they came sauntering hand in hand in front of us, and i saw the most peculiar site in my life.

underneath the translucent long pants was a g string. not really obvious, but quite obvious if u stared hard enuff. cos it was kinda like skin colour all the way from his legs up to his butt, which meant either 1. he was wearing skin coloured undies or 2. he wasnt wearing at all. but he had this ring of black around his wasit, which meant he WAS wearing something... it was DAMN funny larh. he was REALLY daring. so naughty. chinese guy sommore. but luckily he was QUITE good looking. u dun want some ugly 50+ year old man wearing a gstring and walk up n down the whole orchard road flaunting his drooping arse...

and hes the first person i've seen wearing a gstring in public other than this caucasian woman at the thailand airport @ transit last year dec who was wearing a gstring with jeans so low u could see her butt cheeks. goodness. thank god these ppl arent really present in singapore by the dozens, otherwise rape cases would increase etc. but its quite fun to see such things around. i must walk around orchard more. shud have taken a picture.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

BLEH. fascination with undergarments. hahahha. speaking of which, i wonder when rui and wei will EVER wear their g strings.

all brothers fight. i've got first hand experience on that. whether their age gaps are big or small, it doesnt matter. all that matters is that they are brothers, they are humans and hey, humans have got their own opinion and it clashes with other peoples, hence they fight! damn. i just finished scolding my brother from studying in the room cos of the dim light. why doesnt he just come out to the dining area to study. bleh.

rui was so dumb. walk walk walk halfway and twisted his right ankle. IMEAN. omg. u've been walking for the past 17 years already!! must have been his collagen structure nonsense again. its just a farce to make up for his plain stupidity. ahhaah. no larh joking. but it looks quite bad. hes limping and everything. just like joseph chong said. so dejavooooooo. both brothers having it at the same time lor.. bleh.

went out for dinner after fencing with wendy and aloysius, who got chased out due to bringing bubble tea into the S11 coffeeshop. hahaha. diao. must have forgotten. ate ban mian. not too bad. then went along with michelle and nicole to NTUC to get some jap sweets. damn sour. but quite nice. didnt really do much for fencing actually. just hope my attendance gets taken! =) anyway, todaes a long day. tired already. nitez!

this blog entry is past overdue. its over the expiry date by 2 years.. but anyhow. i didnt blog for the past few days, cos i was at fencing camp since yesterday's yesterday. and i slept late on friday night, so was too tired to blogg. anyway, i just came back from fencing camp. theres just so much i wanna say abt the camp. =)

started off on a 745am in the hall on sat. we got our groups.. everyone was allocated into groups. then it started off with poon dropping off into different groups, cos there were 6 groups. in the end, there were 3 groups and rui, wei, aloy and i werent allocated yet. so we were split into aloy group 4, wei and i group 5 and rui group 6. felt kinda relieved cos at least i had people i noe in the group. along came michelle and wendy. then yongliang was swapped with rongsiu, who was in rui's group and came over. so we had our clique of 5 in an 8 ppl group.

it wasnt too bad considering that the members all knew each other and hey we were dynamic ok. it was so fun cos we already knew each other before hand and i think thats why we were so harmonious and worked well together. it was a powerpacked group and i'm proud to say we won every game we played for that day. EVERY game, except for one where we came in second. it was some kind of relay thing..

it started off with station games.

first one was at parade square, lifting buckets with our feet. managed to hold it up for quite a long time actually and we won rui's group.. cos we didnt spill water. =) so funny to see like 8 ppl in one circle lifting up a bucket of water with their legs.

second game was use the shoe to hit the ball. that one not bad larh.. it was quite an innovative concept. we thoroughly thrashed the other team cos we had super good aimers and hitters! =)

third was eat the fruits. we just had to pair up and eat weird fruits. so yea.. not too bad larh. it was good that i got to eat plums. and jireh and natalie got their chance of sharing a pear.. how sweet.

last game was frisbee. which we also won cos of mark helping us. told u our group was good.

lunch was @ school. for once the food was actually not too bad, but it was too hot and i had no appetite to eat, so i passed all my anchovies to rui cos he wanted it and i sorta left this one packet full of rice on the table cos i just felt so lethargic and unable to eat.

that whole afternoon was ball games. i am proud to announce we thrashed one group 16-2 at captains ball because of our wonderful catcher wendy, our wonderful defender reuben, our ever pro scorer, weiwei and of course not forgetting our violent girls michelle and rongsiu, the great marker jason and our thousand hand changhong. bball was a good surprise. we actually won 5-3. mark was the best scorer. moved on to play handball. i must say it was a good game, but i was overly competitive and violent i shud say. played too hard and rough just to get the win, kinda felt guilty after that. but the impt thing was that we all played our best, and won 3-0. i scored all 3 goals though.. =)

dinner was at pastamania.. ate until i felt so bloated cos i was hungry. ate the ham and sausage baked rice. then i realised, if i got that, i shud have gone to delifrance to get the delipotato which was inclusive of a drink + soup. damnn. so dumb. next time must be smarter.

war games @ nite was fun though. it was thorough pwnage. our cross the river on chairs was so successful no group decided to block us and we were so efficient that we beat all the other teams and brought our faction to glory. =) second war game, i am proud to announce that our side pwned the other side also and i personally got 3 tails. with special mention to getting zhengyi's tail. that was a hard one, but backstabbing him was fun. =) hahahaa.

after that was some lame movie screening. we watched exorcist II. which was super dumb and super draggy. goodness. i'll never watch such a low class show in a hot and stuffy AVU ever again. the aircon wasnt on, everyone was sweaty and smelly not to mention sleepy and drowsy cos of the physically tiring activities the entire day. so ppl were dozing off despite being smelly and all. when it was finally our turn to go for the nightwalk, derek didnt allow me to get rui along. :( instead he chose this screamy girl for me.. and goodness. i was so lethargic i didnt even scream when they scared us.

but for some weird reason they kept on saying they heard me scream when it was winnie who was screaming lah. my reputation is destroyed already, as if it wasnt bad enuff in the first place. bleh. after that went to bathe and slept in the indoor gym. at first it was damn hot, but thanks to that rotating fan, i was able to get to sleep, albeit with much difficulty. also i kept on waking up in the night, tossing and turning at every few hours. woke up quite a bit. especially in the morning hours, cos it was getting cold, so i went to turn off the fan, only to see nicholas turning it on half an hour later and my turning it off half an hour after that. super lame.

the next day was silly. but it was ok. cos it was raining, then chris and yuan shao decided not to make us do PT. hence.. we walked 10 rounds around the hall and that was PT for the day. samantha and bunch was commenting how cute chris was, which is true. hes got a very cute personality and not bad looking. also considering he has the airs of a rich kid, that makes him like the perfect guy every girl wants to have, but apparently hes attached to this rather ordinary girl. and all the girl at the table was kinda hrmph.

elections time was so tense. everyone was running for positions, and two positions were fought over relentlessly. the first being sabre capt, between nicole zhengyi and dione. it was actually between zhengyi and nicole and everyone thought zhengyi would get sumthing. but due to the fact that nicole had overwhelming support from the girls and some of the guys, mostly the geppers, she became sabre capt.

next position to be fought over was treasurer. 5 nominees, but two were sick, so only huiwen adeline and myself were left. i was SO scared that i didnt make it past the interview stage because i really wanted that position. thank god i made it and was the last of the 5 names on the board. phew. gave a short and crappy speech. wendy and rongsiu said i sounded super nervous, but hey, anyone would. i must learn to act less nervous and give a confident air. =) must learn that skill of public speaking.

voting time. the good thing was that they wanted 2 treasurers. and i was very thankful that i won the first time round cos i had majority votes, but there was a tie between huiwen and adeline. as such there was a revote for them and in the end adeline got in..

i must say that i'm really thankful for this position that i've gotten and i know that it was due to my frens who voted for me that allowed me to get in. i really thank you. through this fencing camp, i've made very good frenz with a certain bunch of ppl in fencing, i.e. wendy, michelle, rongsiu and i'm very glad that you ppl made it such an enjoyable camp for me. i seriously hope that our frenship would continue and hey, at the end of two years, i know i wont regret befriending all of you guys.

also, within the exco, its made up of many capable people, rui, wendy, nicole, angeline, zhihui, yiiwen, adeline. i'm actually looking forward to working with all of you because i know that this fencing exco will be something dynamic and different from the rest. =) we can do this together!

ch*ew p*ng must have been the happiest woman on earth today. no she didnt get married, neither did she get impregnated by some stray dog on her way to school. she caught me sitting with another class. i think its like her favourite past time.. and her current hobby as well, i.e. catching students and exercising her control on them. its like the whole RJ maths dept is full of such control freaks who like to diao students for no particular reason. sigh. wads wrong with the maths teachers? cant u just teach? bleh.

francis lau came to class exploding as well. having bitch fits or pmsing i guess. we did our work. and he went around checking. shumings group and my group combined. but he was unhappy, even though we did our work. he summoned us out to give us a "talk", like what the hell. wad was his basis of scolding us? cos we merged groups? as if his lessons are that successful. gawd. he shud learn how to teach first before coming to class larh. the whole class was practically sleeping and he was sounding so all-powerful and i'm sacrificing so much to teach you kinda attitude. loser.

need to rush work again. GPP due tmr. alot of stuff to do.. need to bathe. i'm so busy!! *runs off to bathe*

the past few days have been hell for me. i slept at a horrid 130am last night, even though it was a school day the next day larh. was helping out with somebodys PI since like 1030pm cos it was in such a bad shape and i had to edit and re-edit, cutting down words etc. i cant believe it. i didnt even put in that much effort for my OWN PI but oh well. i dun regret helping them out if it means that they can get good marks for it. =)

i think i have got really dark eye circles. but yea.. luckily my mum was nice enuff to fetch me to school today, looking @ my frail and tired body, plagued with stress from homework. wait. it wasn't my HOMEWORK actually. but yea. it was fun helping you out larh. i seriously dun mind staying up until 130am again. but with the PI in place, i dun think theres much need for me to stay up so late anymore. beauty sleep is highly impt.. =P

well. today was one of the happiest days of my life.. some letter dropped from the heavens above. and though it was a short little one, it was really sweet and to the writer, i thank you. seriously, its made everything worth it. everything. you made my day~!

a terribly tiring day it has been. i slept @ 330am in the morning. crawled out of bed at like.. 1130am. still groggy. got up, washed up, used the com, and ate shepherd's pie. not bad. my mums culinary skills are quite good. she commented on adding 70ml less water than the recipe book version and hola! its supposedly better cos its not SO wet and sticky. but hey.. its nice. so i ate a whole lot and left the house.

went down to play tennis. it was a historic moment today. the partnership between me and weiwei has finally changed for the better. we beat the other team 7-5! not badd arhh. it was me and weiwei vs aloy and rui. HMM. we're good. =) hahaha. i expended ALL my energy on the singles game with hulin. kinda lost stamina near the end, but it was a good fight. 1-0, 1-1, 2-1, 2-2, 3-2, 3-3, 4-3, 5-3. and this 5-3 game lasted especially long cos we were deucing for like a million times. and i couldnt break it. sigh. it was terribly sad cos in the end, i lost 6-3. but hey.. it was a very close game. i've never concentrated so hard before. i'm determined to beat him the next time.. =) hahaha

was so tired after that. went down to orchard taka delifrance to eat the delipotato. i'm kinda addicted to it. it makes u feel uber full. cos of the 100% carbohydrate meal it was. and since i was super hungry and my stomach growling, i really enjoyed dinner.. mhhhmm.

i shall print my PI, pack my bag and get ready for bed. so tired.. cant stand it anymore. my eyes are closing! nitez!

i must learn to control my bitch fits. but does that make me a subservient idiot? i've always believed that a friendship should be 50-50. maybe not. afterall. u control everything. i'm just a 1% stakeholder. when i look back at the regrets, theres no erasing the past. if only history could be recorded under internet options and removed with a clear history button, or the right clicking and deleting of certain experiences. what is the point of reminiscing the past when u cant salvage the future. when only tears accompany me to bed every night.

i just want you to show me ur tender side again. its jus tt there's no way i will be like in sec 2. do you have a best fren? no. i may not be ur best friend, but you'll always be mine. at least you cant stop me from doing that. and i cant force you into doing anything. alls fair in love and war. everyone has their right of freedom. it doesnt matter. i'll wait. one day. u'll realise. maybe then, things will change? i do not dare to hope for anything. i only hope that you'll learn to accept and learn to love once more. i'm sorry.

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