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the sound of waves,
lapping the shore.
just like the songs you used to sing.
the gentle breeze,
caressing my face.
reminds me of you.
i see the sunset,
with your head on my shoulders.
your hand in mine,
we would have been so happy.
together.

the problem lies with me. its my fault. everything i've did and tried. EVERYTHING. you bitched about how hard it is finding people with a common slot. organinsing your circle of frens and bringing them together to stop them from drifting apart. we've not talked for so long. i've been trying to get you to talk to me. but no, all that you do is... buzz me off with a few random single word answers once every 60 sec?

i'm not sure sometimes if the fault lies with me. issit my personality that makes it so hard to continue a conversation with me? at least i've tried my best. u've been through it urself. and u do know how hard it is. then why is it that ur pride in you prevents you from initiating anything? whereas ALL THE TIME i've gotta be the one on the sacrificing end, being subservient and all.

you do know that for a friendship to be successful, it requires both sides to be equally dominant? why issit that i've gotta be the one peeling of my face (si1 po4 lian3 pi2) to ask you for stuff and only to get rejected? i think i'm so bullyable. i've never said no to anything that you've asked me for. never. and i'm very sure of that.

yet how many times have u said no to me? uncountable. i noe that at least i've done my best to keep everything going. i've done everything. i just dun understand why u do such things to me all the time. its seriously quite depressing. it makes me feel dispensable. as and when, at your whim and fancy, ask me for stuff. i dunno if thats cos u respect me as someone who does work? or simply an an avenue for answers?

sometimes i feel used. after all that i've given up. what have i got in return? it was never like that.. why do people change. cant they always remain the way they are?

Life

Life is about people,
Whom we meet everyday,
On trains, on roads, on streets,
At school, at work at play.

Life is about memories,
The joy minus the pain.
The times we shared together,
Which money cannot gain.

Life is about happiness,
The smiles and all the laughter.
Yet can one find true happiness,
Amidst our silly banter?

Life is about true love,
To find your one dear darling.
To love with all your heart,
And give a daily ring.

Life is about good friends,
Who stick to you like glue.
Through thick and thin we suffer,
They'll always care for you...


no matter what. you'll always be in my life.

for a person whose never had to care much about what other people viewed of him as a person, the comment came as a shock. i'm not really sure how to interpret it. maybe it was a frenly reminder, maybe it was a back-off reflex or something along those lines. but it was hurting. i've never knew that a commentlike that could have made u think that way, but i guess, i hope it was nothing too serious. maybe u're just too mindful of what people say.

but it really isnt my fault. i never meant for it to be this way. i've apologised to u time and again. i seriously hope that u wont read too much into it. because i know that whatever others may say will not be true. it wont be. but u noe what, when u said it, it was very hurtful. i was depressed the whole night, and even this morning. i never knew what other people said could make such an impact on u. is whatever that you're protecting more valuable than something that has lasted 4+ years? i dunno. maybe.

today was a slacky day. ended school at 12 noon larh. so boring. nothing to do when i got home. especially cos i skipped SPIC. which was i think.. not very interesting. anyway, i got home, played com did this did that and went to sleep @ 5pm ~ 7pm. felt so shiok after that. woke up had dinner. watched tv while eating and finished revising for mitosis and meiosis. i FINALLY understand wads the diff between chromosomes and chromatids and chromatin! ok maybe i'm not very sure. but i think i do noe..

my dad bought a new laptop. for some weird reason i dunno why. and hes placing it beside the main computer next to the tv. he'll be wanting something like a server next. hahaa. no larh. joking. hes fiddling with it now. and i havent even got a chance to touch it. i hope its got internet connection. =) maybe we could connect up and play LAN on it!

just downloaded the song "Qian1 Nian2 Zi1 Lian4" by FIR. its quite a nice song. i kinda realised that FIR's music videos ALWAYS include the girl in some flowing robe or gown or dress of sorts and they'll be playing away in this god-noes-where place (usually in some weird desert like atmosphere) with the guitarist and drummer. wait. how does the electric guitarist get his plug? i dunno. but their musics not bad.. though its kinda always the same sorrowful tune. =)

the stupid bus was late this morning. it was SO terribly late that i reached school at 7.34am. by then everyone was scrambling to the assembly line. ok i was exaggerating. for some peculiar reason, rui wasnt at his k'cove. and nobody seemed to be there. christine, aloy all disappeared. HMM. whats up with these ppl anyway. so i took a little walk around canteen. found out that there are actually quite a lot of ppl in the canteen in the morning.

had mock spa. for physics. for the third time and i screwed it up big time. bleh. dun wanna talk abt it. moks had chem spa todae. as in the actual one. mines on wednesday. i hope its easy.. =) at least rui said it was ok and wei just had some calculation errors. jermyn said it was hard. HMM. who to believe? it shud be quite easy larh. afterall. my last mock spa i got a L8 and L7 for skills b and c respectively. cannot be complacent. shud try to get fullmarks for this. =)

lecture lecture lecture. not very interesting. oh and interact BOD is out. as predicted i didnt get in. and contrary to ruis favourite "aiyar i wont get in one larh", he got in. =) ahhaha. congrats! i'm happy for you. at least one of us made it to the BOD. but i'm kinda unhappy that some ppl got in. some ppl whom i dun think qualified very well as BOD material. but heck. shant talk abt it lest ppl accuse me of being a sour grape.

PWwas quite fun. got to noe our groups. i'm with shuming, qiumin, mun yoong and subhi. this shud be an OK group for PW larh. at least i think ppl will do their work. i just hope they dun forget. anyway. i better get an A1 for PW. BLEH.

i think my PI's not bad.. =) cos the teacher said it was ok. so i shall go ahead with it. and oh yea. did i say that my groups using my PI for the GPP? =) haha. we had voting. 3 PIs (mun yoong, subhi and mine). everyone of the 5 members had 2 votes. well. i got all 5 votes possible. am i good or what? ahhaha.

new blogggg skin! =) nice not.. i think the colours are abit bright. anyway, yesterday to recap, was SUCH a hectic day. woke up at 9.15am. brushed teeth, did this did that, and rushed down for daisy rehearsals. was half an hour late becos the stupid bus was like 20 minutes late or sumthing. STUPID SBS.

reached and blocked my role. the councillors are leading such horribly terrible lives in their council camp. poor kids. i see them getting tortured and i cant understand why ppl put themselves thru such torture. just to be a councillor?! bleh. and the j2 councillors. please lor, u're running a school camp, not a military camp. so strict for wad. madness.

went for tennis after that. so blardy hot. i'm getting blacker and browner by the weeks. in like 1 more month, i can fight with bryon for seeing whose more of a brownie. as per normal. i beat aloysius 6-0. ahhaha. its getting so no kick playing tennis with him. i always beat him. okok. cannot be so overconfident and boastful. for some peculiar reason i think hes letting me win or sumthing.. :X

doubles was a flop. dun talk abt it.

went down to farrer park mrt station. on the train, fuyun called. told me to go to church. my church is 5 minutes walk from farrer park mrt. so since the train was at dhoby ghaut. i wanted to go down and take either 1. the opposite train back to farrer park. 2. walk to north south line and take to city hall then lavender. then mok said its faster if i went to outram park. SO dumb. i listened to them and took me 20 more minutes to get there, huffing and puffing. BLEH. moral: never listen to the moks.

went to bugis to get shuxians prezzie. a nice pink wallet and 2 earrings. then went to BK to eat dinner with fuyun. and went his house to play dota for the rest of the nite until 1am. slept over (duh). then this morning came to church. also in the morning, fuyuns mum found some dead rat stuck in some false ceiling thing in their downstairs toilet. eeks.

went home after capt ball. and here i am bloggin~

heya. new blog design. inspired by the RAINBOW.

my list of outstanding achievements for the day:

1. i passed attire check without getting a white slip! WAAAAHAA. i love jeanne tan. shes becoming so nice now. i dunno why. maybe she likes me? hahaha. i'm not sure larh. but shes a nice person. and even with my ugly green belt (qi-en thinks its fugly) she passed me. school rules will probably fail my hair, afterall, aloys hair failed under chiew peng. :X and qi-ens skirt failed because she pulled it up higher. :X both by my fav. maths teacher chia chiew peng. and also school rules will fail my belt, cos only dark coloured belts are allowed.

2. i lost to poonsie @ foil. a terrible score of 2-5 cos there was no use of electric equipment. he looked at me instead. immediately after we finished our bout, the electricity came on. it must have been tyco that poonsie beat me lor. sigh.. i'm not sure if i'm really THAT bad at foil larh. i think i cant be. afterall, i beat him at epee 5-0 the first round i played. bleargh. then we moved on to epee, cos sabre had no electric stuff, as in the electric equipment was not brought for sabre at all. whereas the electric equipment was brought for the other two.

3. i beat an RG-epeeist at her own weapon 5-4. i think its a fluke. i cant be that good anyway. heres the break down of the score. 0-1, 0-2, 1-2, 2-3 (double point), 3-3, 4-4 (double point) and 5-4. WAHAHAH. it was so fun. maybe i should consider epee? but i dunno. everybodys doing sabre. for love or for money. i choose love. hence i would go with my frenz i guess. sabre.

4. i went to the gym and did pull ups and aided pullups until my arms aching like shit now.. its an achievement. cos i've never been so hardworking before. all poons fault. dragging us to the darned gym. see the whole world working so hard there, i couldnt not do anything. so i tried and played around with aloysius. and i realised that i gained 0.5 kg~! i weight a 53.4kg now.. so proud of myself.

5. standing broad jump after we left the gym cos the mat was on the floor. aloy and poon jumped around 220cm ++. not too bad. but i jumped an astounding 240cm. WOWW. the best record ever. the last time i tried was 219cm. i think this time i got the technique right and i propelled so far that aloy said that i was floating. and NO. i dun float. i'm good @ jumping ok.. hahaha. maybe i'll teach u the technique. i'll call it the flying bamboo skill. muahahaha.

thats all for todae! nites!

Waiting

i waited all night, for you to finish.
i sat at my screen, just waiting, for you.
i did as was told, i tried all my best.
i helped when i could, i could, i could.

i wanted to talk, but no you would not.
i knew you were busy, or so i thought.
i know you want sleep, but don't we all do.
i stayed up for you, and waited, and waited.

i wanted to go, so tempting it was.
i was afraid, that you wouldn't finish.
i knew you were pressed, for shit loads of work.
i wanted to talk, just talk, just talk.

i waited and waited, and waited some more.
i believed that you would, open my conversation.
i thought that you would, at least say good night.
i was wrong, so wrong so wrong.

if only you knew, that i felt for you.
if only you cared, the world's so unfair.
if only you loved, as much as i do.
if only you shared, everything with me.

sigh. whats with all the sighing all my previous posts?! ahahahah. =) i'm in a good mood today! today wasnt a particularly exciting day actually. just that it was another BLEARGH boring mundane day in school. as per normal, we went for lessons, and the LT was so boring and stuff, then break, went over to RI to eat. saw mrs tay, dunno if it was coincidental or mok told her to come over. had lunch, then went for lessons again. until 2pm. decided to skip pe and tell the class to tell my teacher i was sick.

took a train and skipped off to far east to look @ bags which weiwei wanted to buy. when he finally found it, he said that he would tell his sis to get it for him anf we left. before that we went to 7-11 and brilliant me came up with a tasty concoction of coke lite and 100plus because i just couldnt stand so much coke lite being drank by the two of them. ZERO calories they would exclaim every time they drink it. bleah. then we walked around and saw a nice choker. so bought it. weiwei got 2. i got 1. 3 for $10.

went back and slacked around until fencing. of course we played the SLUT machines (namely the two of them) and footsie until then. it was quite fun. just sitting around and crapping. fencing was ok today, cos there wasnt any form of PT or training. we were watching a video on fencing in the LT. and it was air conditioned. not badd. plus next tue is gonna be a PLAY-WITH-YOUR-WEAPON day. =) they'll honour it i hope.

tmr will be dota day. then getting charissas present. sat will be a hectic day. after tennis in the morning, i'll rush back down to school for Interact BOD nominee interview. rui, nana, joshua and i got in. poor wei. he must be heartbroken. but nvm larhh.. since u're running for PM book prize. these small things give me lor. ehhehe. i hope i get in. then i have a sense of belonging to the school. but if i dun get in.. well. then i can only say i've tried. =)

busy day tmr. sleep early. good night! muackz.

sigh. what can i do to make you love me? what can i do to make you care? the people around you have left you. flowers fade, people change, the sun sets. u must learn to cpoe with the fact that things arent the same anymore. theres no point living in the past, where all that u haf left are memories of the person and the good times u've shared together. i learnt it the hard way. i dun want you to end up being unhappy all ur life in JC.

its a learning process of letting go and adapting. i just wanna tell u something. sometimes the people around you are ALWAYS around you, hence u take their presence for granted. instead, u crave for the attention of those whom u try so hard to reach out to. but is it not unrequited love? if u've felt that way while reaching out to them, what about those who are reaching out so dearly to you? what do u do? take them for granted. wished they werent there so that u'd have more time with other people?

i've got feelings too. am i not human like u? the same flesh, the same blood. but why do you treat me this way. i've given my best. a listening ear. a helping hand. whatever you wanted i've given. i just want you to be happy. and when u're sad, am i not worthy enough to share the burden? isnt this what friends are for? i admit that i'm probably not your closest fren. and the one i'm closest to doesnt acknowledge that he has got any best frens, so we'll leave it at that.

if its within my limit to help, i would. anything to help you. if u're so full of pride that u cant go and look for others instead of making others look for you, u'll lose everything that u've had. friends. just imagine urself in another's shoes. if its so tiring and against ur pride to search for friends, what about those friends who are trying so hard to be someone u can be comfortable around?

after watching the kumar video in GP. i've come to realise that maybe i AM different from you NORMAL people. maybe i'm abnormal. issit the way i act? the way i speak? why do you treat me differently from the others? i'm sure if i were someone else, it would be a helluva difference. i've tried my best. issit my fault? i'd wish it were, because if it were i would change.

just by looking at body language alone, i noe that i'm not the most wanted person to be seen around with. maybe i'm just a spare tyre to replace another tyre when its spoilt. and once the car is repaired or when the tyre isnt punctured, i'll just sit behind and be a bystander.

its ok. i've been ostracised all my life anyway.

sigh. so many things have happened in the last week that it wearies me to say whatever that has happened at one shot. if i could, i would NEVER have repeated whatever that has happened and i dun wanna elaborate one it.

yesterday was tennis as normal, but at CSC, instead of Changi even though Changi was better, but the moks and hulin had class party @ Seoul Garden in Taka, so it was closer if it were at CSC. well.. i lost every game i played except the one against Aloysius. =) ahhahaha. started off with me against Rainbow. but i didnt even have time to warm up then he wanted to play me. then i guess i lost the whole thing 6-0. and it was cos i was playing SO badly.

after that, hulin came and played doubles. hulin + aloy vs the moks. the moks won, but it was a close fight. then i played singles against weiwei. lost so terribly and was fuming with myself. just threw the last 2 games away with 2 love games. after which i played aloysius. lost the first two games, but rose back up to win 6 games in a row to beat him 6-2. not bad larh. then the last game of doubles, me + rui vs wei + hulin. it was 1-1, 2-2, then 3-3, after which i think we lost the next 3 in a row to lose 6-3.. was it? i dunno. cant rmb. but yea.. we lost.

went for dinner. aloysius left @ dhoby ghaut. followed them to orchard and had dinner with rui. not exactly HAVE dinner. he just sat there watching me eat while constantly picking at my fries and Coke Lite, which obviously tasted horrid. no larh. it was something like "hey, take the fries larh" and it met with a "i was waiting for you to ask" bleh. people nowadays?! ahahah. remember i said they had class dinner, so wei and hulin left first for seoul garden while rui was in macs eating with me lor. after which he went back to join them and i went back home.

just in case anybody thinks i'm highly selfish and stuff. i DID NOT ask him to eat dinner with me. it was out of his own free will. well. he was nice to me. =) ahha.

oh.. and today, i read zings notes on psychopathology. i think i have Histrionic Personality Disorder. =) oopz. ok larh. its not that serious. considering that most people have some kind of Personality Disorder to some SMALL degree, i'm considered quite normal. just abit inclined towards this field of PDs. hahaha. its great to call something that's YOUR own. zing said the first person she thought of after reading the symptoms was.... MOI. hahahaha. :X bleh.

and i learnt something new. schizophrenia is not just SPLIT personalities. it includes depression like syndromes etc. and in depression, people have a bo-chap attitude. its a kind of like.. i cant do anything, i feel useless and i'm so tired of doing ANYTHING at all. its only when they start recovering from depression do suicidal thoughts come into their mind. HMM. and last but not least, the term that we use to describe people who are supposedly having split personalities is not "schizophrenia" but rather "DID: Dissociative Identitiy Disorder" =)

u left me waiting.
for so long.
never appeared, never responded.
you think i am an idiot.

u think i'm dumb.
am i dumb?
or do i choose to be dumb?
think i am an idiot.

u shrugged me off.
hasty phone calls.
promised me lies.
i am an idiot.

u never wanted me there.
only when u needed me.
help i gave.
am an idiot.

miscalculations.
i would have preferred a reply.
i like to be.
an idiot.

idiot.

don't take me for granted.
i've got a limit.
i'm trying very hard.

an idiot.
i just play dumb.
because i dun wanna expose you.
theres no point.

are an idiot.
u need a break?
too sweet to be real.
outburst.

you are an idiot.
i'm just oversensitive.
its my fault.
u're perfect.

today we played pool! with aloysius, rongsiu and charissa. it was supposed to be a clique outing, and we invited our dearest kat along. but sadly she had some CCA feste thing in NJC so she couldnt come. in the end, we dragged aloy along cos we were short of one player, and charissas good frenz either had training or were busy MUGGING. gawwwd. lolx.

anyway it started off with a lot of waiting for each other. i skipped PW and so did charissa and it turned out that we were the ONLY ones who skipped it. cos the teacher went down the list of people to mark attendance. and it SOOOO happened coincidentally that charissa was just after me. so the two of us were basically MIA. and rongsiu gave the excuse for us that we had CCA so we couldnt go. and silly rongsiu told the teacher that we both had the SAME cca. and the indian pw teacher commented that "the two of them are probably in the canteen sharing a bowl of noodles." damn lame. but i think shes gonna be a nice pw teacher. lol.. we were supposed to go see her. i think we'll go see her tmr.

after that, our dearest charissa went out with *ahem* for lunch EVEN THOUGH she ate already. rongsiu was with aloy @ hissoc and i was in interact. i'm so proud of myself. my tshirt design was the most popular with 31 votes cos 5 idiots didnt wanna vote for it. the second one was the orange one, which came in not very close behind with 21 votes. hey. i think i've got a good taste for fashion. maybe i could be a fashion designer next time arh. =) hehehehe.

when we finally left and reached K-pool, we thought we could settle down and play properly. sad to say, in less than 5 minutes, some STUPIDLY idiotic fat woman came up to us and said that the half-uniforms are not allowed. i was wearing the RI long pants lor.. and it wasnt allowed. so we got chased out and we had to search the whole cineleisure to find something or someone who could sell/lend pants. gave up after like 10 minutes, went back to find the girls and decided to leave.

in the end, cos it was raining cats and dogs, the girls ate 1 cookie each @ subway then we migrated over to yoshi for charissa to eat her early dinner. all this while we were waiting for the rain to stop. when it finally did, we left. before that at yoshi, me being the greedy pig that i am, gobbled up charissa's jelly which she obviously didnt want. rongsiu was saying "we were watching u eat and u just finished the whole thing" or sumthing along those lines larh. =P oops.

we left, went to lucky plaza (where all the maids hang out on weekends) to play pool @ mambo. it wasnt too bad. there was the nonsense students thing $4.80 or was it $5.80. cant remember larh. played for a while, chalked up around $9.70 worth of debts before leaving. we saw derek chia there though. he was playing with his fren.. and omg. cants stand it hes SO pro.

i'm not too bad @ pool too i must say. just that the first two doubles with aloysius ended with a "we hit the black ball in so we lost" game. after that with rongsiu doubles, i cant rmb if i won, but i noe that with charissa we won. then we played singles. i beat charissa!! =) haha. i shall be the best in pool in our clique. then we played 9-ball pool. charissa beat me once with her tycotic ball-1 hit ball-9 into pocket. then i won the next 9-ball game. so its fair. and todae was also super tycotic for me.. alot of unplanned balls just flew magnetically into the pockets. i must have the charms..

tmr's interview. i'll be coming back with aloy i think. i dun even noe if i shud come back. i dun feel like coming back though. sigh. dunno. i'll think abt it tmr. =(

i just designed a nice nice interact club t-shirt design. hahahaha. ok. so dun want face. (try pronouncing it in chinese if u can't understand) ANYWAY, i've seen SOME people sending emails in saying how GOOD some OTHER PEOPLE'S design for interact club tshirts are and not even giving a wee bit of credit to me. hey i seriously think mines better lor. =( u bitch. i'll make you pay DEARRRRLY. muahahaha.

go take a look:

Interact 1

then compare it with this:

Interact 2

i shant explicitly say which ones mine.. but yea. tell me on my tagboard interact 1 or 2 is nicer ok? =)

back to my day. i've had SUCH a fun filled day. i was stuck with like a million other people, who were radiating heat like there was not gonna be any sun for the next millenium, in an oven-cum-sauna-like lecture theatre that seemed to aid the fat people in our batch in losing weight for ONE WHOLE HOUR. could u just imagine that amount of torture i had to go thru? incessantly fanning myself and not even opening my mouth to utter a single vowel JUST to keep cool. it wasnt the fanning that was torturous. it was the inability to open my mouth. ok. nvm.

i just suddenly have this weird craving for dota. i dun think it can be considered a craving, because it is a computer game, not something edible. but i just feel like playing it. maybe i'm addicted or hooked to it already. horrrrrors. i cant be hooked. i must study and mug like the typical RJ student that i am. but come to think of it, i am a mugger, but i am a mugger with a life. i go out, i watch movies, i play computer games and i dress decently. unlike some walking rainbow who parades around the whole world in red slippers + red top + a green blue and yellow bottom, not to mention an ugly face. i wouldnt like to mention who...

and i lost 1 pen during physics pract. i kinda left it on the table and forgot to take it away before i left. sigh. its time to get new pens. i want lots and lots of colour pens and highlighters. brightens up my notes. brightens up my life.

oh and just a random thought before i leave. once in a while, the king of randomness would like to leave quotes here and there. and this shall be my quote for today. congratulations on climbing up to first place B.I.T.C.H.'s Chart of Most Hateful people. just wait till i sink my claws into ur phospholipid bilayer and rip out all those cuticles from your face. hehe. i'm a bio student.

OH YES. before i leave. OMG i must MUST must MUST say what i've seen on my bus home today. this RJ guy was with this RJ girl, both J1s. and the RJ guy was from RI, in my batch. so when he came on the bus, he started smiling at me. but cos the guy in front of me was blocking my face, i dunno if he saw me smiling back at him. anyway, they sat down on the right side of the bus, two seats from the back row and i was sitting on the left side of the bus, last row. so at first, they were eating some bread/pastry like thingy, which i suppose they bought from thomson plaza because they boarded there. the girl was sitting closer to the window and the guy on the outside. they eat and eat and talked and talked. then the guy put his arm around her. so i thought, hmm. nvm larh. natural wad.. gf/bf so yea. its ok. then they started talking and they went even closer. the guy was obviously wanting to kiss the girl, but somehow the girl shrugged away. (now i noe the importance of listerine) maybe it was too crowded. cos the bus was filled with a million people. so i thought nothing else should be happening after that. i looked away. its impolite to stare. then when i finally looked back, THE GUY DISAPPEARED!!! omg. i dunno how he did it, but he just. DISAPPEARED from view. only the girl was left there.

now here comes the interesting part when i thought that magician finished performing his trick. when i stared abit closer, did i realise that the GUY was actually bending over and lying on the lap of the girl, with his face DOWN. like omg omg omg. it couldnt have been him reaching for something that dropped below the seat because he was in that position for so longggg. i mean, the girl with half a brain that she had to get into RJ could have picked up the thing for him rite? obviously it was something else. when i finally stood up to alight from my stop, he was still ALL OVER HER. gawwd. it was such a freaking crowded bus and they were both wearing the k'predorus shirt larh. i felt so disgusted to be associated with them. doing such obscence nonsense ON A PUBLIC BUS. not only that, when i went closer i realised not only his face was in her *wadeva*, his hands were somewhere in the vicinity as well. sigh, kids nowadays. i turned and alighted. as i walked off, i could still see that his head wasnt upright. actually it was.. hmm, guess which head was up and which one was down? =P

i'll go check the yearbook noww. poor guy. u'll be defamed on my blog for ur horrific actions on a 410 bus. BLEARGH.

haha. got u. 4K. 2004. second from left. first row. JUSTIN TAN WUN KIAT. eeks.

so tired these few days that i've got no energy to blog. BLEH.

watched eye10 last night. ahahahha. not too bad i shud say. aloy and kheengiap was saying how shitty and lousy it was larh. i mean.. it isnt THAT bad. yes.. its got wonderfully stupid elements of comedy, but hey it was scary. and i just realised that sound effects make the scene even more spine chilling. the sound and the ears play a very impt role in a scary movie.. esp like the first scene when the tongue of the woman came out to slap all the monks face. WAHAHAHAHA. but yea. no plot. only sit there to get scared.. ok show i shud say. =)

played tennis after waking up @ like 1pm todae cos i was JUST SO TIRED. i'm gonna sleep once i finish blogging. aiyar. as per normal, i beat aloysius 6-0. i'm getting better when it comes to aloysius. but when we played doubles, best of 3 sets, me and rui lost!! ARGH. it was hyper close. nobody broke nobody's serve until they broke rui's serve in the 5th game.. so it was 1-0, 1-1, 2-1, 2-2, 3-2, 3-3, 4-3, 4-4, then they got it to 4-5, and a 4-6 to take the set cos wei served after that. then the next game it was similar, just that this time, we broke aloys serve, but they broke ruis serve again. then wei won his serve and beat me in my serve and won 6-4. ARGHS!

nvm. next week will be better. tired. dun feel like thinking. my heads spinning also.

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